happy vesak day!!! lol..

have a tiny meetup with liwen and xueli... its been ages since we meet up liao... liwen wanna buy shoes for her wedding... end up we went sakae for a short chilling session.. lol... feel abit guilty... cos din accompany liwen throughout... dunno she managed to buy her shoes or not..

I went off at abt 4pm.. meet dear at cityhall to go PC show... dear drag me to eat ThaiExpress cos he hungry... dunno why I still can eat.. jialat...

expected.. pc show alot of pple... fully packed... actually dunno what to buy also... wanted to buy ram.. but then cannot test.. buy liao also no use.. ryan sms me say he saw me... how come I dont remember seeing him leh... probably too many pple liao...

bought one optical mouse that match my vaio color.. haha..

went walk walk at suntec as well.. and bought 2 tops from giordano... no intention to buy any tops de... cos I saw eeyore... haha....

brought mama and sis to food expo even though I already went on sunday... today is the last day liao... thought wont have so many pple.. and we can take our time to see.. but me wrong man... in fact... today more pple than sunday... really cramp sia... everyone pushing each other... wah lau... machiam everything free de....

why pple so eng ar... go expo on weekdays for wat.... we managed to find a table and sit down... sis guard the table and I bring mama around to see... this time the things are slightly cheaper...cos everyone wants to clear their stock...

while we are eating, one gal keep standing behind us... I suppose she wants to wait for us to finish so that they can sit... and the face so black lor.. machiam I owe her like that... mama keep asking us to eat faster, so that they can sit... of cos I bo song lor... and I purposely tell my sis loudly that some pple just dun have eyes to see... cant see we still have so many things to eat meh... so rude to stare when pple is eating lor... the gal face turn blacker.... I bo chup la... why should I give up seat to someone like that... so I let them wait lor... the more the wan to take our seat, the slower I eat...

then, got one ah ma... walked to our table and politely ask.. " xiao mei, later you finished eating can give this space to us?" of cos I agreed la... can see the gal's face totally changed... haha... well... if you want the seat... at least ask us right... better than staring at us... you think you stare I scared ar...

we saw le yao and ben at the center stage... so we went forward to kpo and take pics... haha... my sis even try to wave to ben... ben waved back lor... haha... too bad I was not fast enough to take pic... haha...

took a couple a pics using my 7390... 1st few shots cannot make it at all... then I went forward to take much more clearer... hehe...

today received 2 red bombs within 5 min... jialat... PC show coming soon and GSS started also... need to buy ram for my vaio... haiz.. looks like I need to cut down on shopping liao... I need more money!!!!

and yeah... congrats to chermaine and liwen... ^^

oumi-san's farewell and miyahara-san's welcome dinner at one rochester...

we booked the half the balcony and the library at level 2... pics from one rochester webby...

its at buona vista, quite near to MOE HQ... where I used to work during my attachment...

the place is nice.. very comfy... but a bit too ulu... if no car, I think very difficult to go there also... I believe its like kind of pub ba.. good place for chilling out with frens... and of cos... I think the price not cheap also... heard from esther, the total bill is $3k+... $100++ per head... expensive sia.... but most of us did not fill our stomach completely.. cos the food not really nice... cold cold de.. esther keep saying that she rather go home cook maggie mee... hot and nice.. haha...

this dinner is quite different from other dinners we had... this time is more relaxed.. everyone has the chance to mingle around.. instead of everyone sitting round the table...

as usual, alot of toasting to oumi-san... and everyone has to make a short speech... well.. me sort of smoked through... haha... me drank I think only 2 glasses of white wine... not really shiok leh.. dunno the brand of the wine... but I find it very nice leh.. sweet taste... and yet I feel hot inside when I swallow the wine down my throat... lol..

ok.. enough of words.. now pictures time

some random shots..

oumi-san opening the present from SPACO (my dept)

adeline, mag and me...

and the group photo.. 2 depts...

both of us got tiny bit of hangover when we woke up.. nua for some time... had our brunch... and dear accompany me back home to change...

helped mama buy 4d and bring phone to ah ma hse... stayed at ah ma hse for a while, chat with her... then we went to expo for food exhibition...

alot of pple lor... compared to previous food exhibition, this time really mountain pple mountain sea... then we heard the announcement and realize its sch holidays also... no wonder...

we din really eat much... but still very full sia.. the worst food in this exhibition is the taiwan cuisine... totally fake lor.. the oyster mee sua sucks man... and the so-called "peking duck" more er xin... the meat machiam fake de... stupid vendor.. cheated our money...

others are quite standard... but the lime juice we had really nice can... sour and yet has sweet taste... after drinking the 1st cup.. we bought another one... haha...

since we have time after that, we went to tampines... dear wanna find hello kitty for his supervisor's bday... but couldnt find... so we pass the responsibility to another colleague of dear's...

I bought 1 card for oumi-san's farewell on monday... I was assigned this task by my colleagues... bo bian... search for very long.. finally found one decent de... hehe...

the front...
the inside...we saw michelle chia at TM also... alot of aunties taking photo using their camera phone.. lol.. got one even zoom into michelle's face.. haha.. funny sia... I asked dear to take also.. how can lose to aunties right? wahaha.. this is the best pic... cos the rest got auntie's head... not nice... lol..had our dinner at Han's... I tell you.. the service at Han's super duper lousy lor... no smiles on all the staffs at all... and when we ask them to clean out table... they give us a "buay-song" face... wah lau... and the staff all dun have any knowledge of the menu at all... dunno how they manage to survive sia... even when we walked out of the place, no one bother to say "Thank you" or whateva... lousy service... glad we are not charged any service charge... nvr go back there again... today we took alot of zi lian pics... lol.. from the moment when we are waiting for bus at my hse to returning back home.... bth sia.. haha.. though kinda blur... (took this when the bus is moving)... I like this pic alot... cos very 梦幻... @ Han's

1st time attend fren's wedding... dear's army fren invited us to his wedding... a very small scale wedding.. only like 12 tables nia... we reached the restuarant on the dot.. actually I know no need to reach so early.. aiya.. better for us to wait for the main leads rather than they wait for us right...

waited like 1 hr... then the dinner starts... lucky I still know a few of dear's army frens... if not I think me sure the odd one... as usual, when guys get together, even they have ord... army stuff is still the main topic... *shrugs*

the dinner was not bad la... except that the fish is not fresh.. got a smell sia.. haha... I shld have bring my olympus... at least can zoom more and take better photos... too bad... my x50 just cannot make it some times...

this is the 1st time I see dear in "going-to-be-drunk" state... think he drank too fast liao... he finished 2 glasses of martell in one shot.. jialat sia... he keep telling me that he feel giddy.. I dont really believe at 1st... cos a drunk person wont feel that he is drunk de... haha... after dinner, saw the way he walked then I believe.. I think dear not drunk yet.. if he drink another 1-2 glasses... I think he will be...

took cab to dear's home... and after bathing, can see dear lie on the bed cannot move liao.. and he keep telling me that he has headache.. ke lian... dear's mum see liao ask why drink so much.. haha... too bad dont have the chance to see dear really drunk... wasted sia... lol..

some pics I took at the dinner.. quality not very good though..and took pics after the dinner.. while waiting for cab..

ok... just saw zh's blog and realized I was tagged... my name 1st on the list someone... >.< anyway.. guess now not too late also ba... plus I am so bored at work...

but then.. I think frens who kenna tagged by me... hmm.. maybe you have to type it out yourself .. cos I disabled highlighing in my blog.. eh... ok.. I think maybe I will remove the code....

the tagging game!!!!

the rules:
# Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself.
# People who got tagged must write it in their own blog and state this rule clearly.
# At the end of the game, list down 6 people to be tagged and NO TAGBACKS!!!

right.. 10 little (weird) things abt me...

01: I dont like to talk(pls see pt02 ... prefer expressing myself in words; i.e msn, sms, email
02: I stammer when I talk.. as in I have 口吃 problem.. frens used to laugh at me..
03: my ambition is to become a counsellor.. somehow, I just dun fit to be one ( refer to pt02) and plus I realize I sucks at problem solving and give advice to pple...
04: I wish I am beautiful and popular and successful (most likely in my dreams )
05: I dont really watch my diet most of the time... I eat chicken skins, fried foods and lots of junk food, tibits etc
06: I dont take spicy food, but I can take curry
07: I like my arm hair... feel that they are special part of me
08: I talk to all my eeyores...
09: I like to pluck dear's leg/arm hair
10: I have violence tendency

hmm... actually I have more than 10 things to write wor... haha...

and the next 6 victims are

stephen aka twin
siqi
liwen
yuping
zhihao
peiying

dun blame me.. I was a victim also... lol

~have fun..


received email from leong hwee... Title:Tornado in Singapore today at 2.50 pm!!! (Real one ah)
looks fake to me eh.. haha.. like kenna edited... I think it would be fun if tornado really happen in sg... haha

sis: "姐，为什么你心情不好? 下午meet 你吃饭你还好好咧..."
me: "哎呀，不懂啦，问怎么多做么?

after a while...
sis: "姐，跟我讲咧..."
me (already in fedup mode): “你听不懂华语是吗?"

10 mins later...
sis: "姐..."
me (almost shouting): "什么啦?!?!?!?"
sis: "我可以跟你借化妆品吗?"
me: "拿去啦, 拿去啦"
sis: "thank you 咧... 为什么你心情不好?"
me in my "我已经很不爽" face... she walks off...

me getting morbid recently... dun ask me why... I also realize my mood swings are better from bad to worse... is it becos my depression is coming back? hope not.. *pray pray* looks like I need to really(x 10times) to control my emotions...

got an apprasial interview with gm... my 1st apprasial interview after working nearly for 3 years... this coming end of july 3 years liao.. super sian right... I am still stucked in this place when most frens already hop to another job liao... so demoralising can...

during the interview, most of the time I just "umm", "ok", "i see", "uh-huh"... nvr expect the interview so boring... gm yakked alot... so far ok la... he and other managers quite satisfied with my performace... asked me to learn more things la.. and hopefully by next year they can promote me to grade 2... as in become SENIOR shipping coordinator... and if my grade promote, means my basic also goes up... good for me also.. but I so feel like telling him... have to work 4 years then can get promoted? somemore in grades nia... my position still the same, and doing the same old things lor.. by next year, I dunno whether I will still be in this company or not... *thinking*

can I have some angels to guide me? like what ming dao did in the drama, angel lover... help pple to find back love and the meaning of life... dunno how long I can tahan this kind of life...

tts all for today.. my boring life nth much to write also.. going to watch the 2nd box of angel lover liao... ~tata

ryan showed me a photo of myself.. which I already forget abt it... the pic was taken by myself in lrt train last year april.. gosh... I looked sweet... lol... and seeing that pic makes me miss my long hair man... still remembered that I curled my hair myself... yes.. all by myself... using the DIY kit that dear gave me for v-day I think... and my fringe so nice can...


but now I still like my short faded blond hair though with my naturals curls and frizz everywhere..

got this eeyore hp pouch from dear on sat... sis saw it when I reached home.. and she said she wanted the piglet one also... such an obvious hint... -.-
me bought this lip balm for basic beauty... cos recently my lips too dry that it crack... and so pain sia...
yesterday watched 200 Pounds Beauty @ cathay cineleisure...missed a few minutes cos le and jj were late.. -.-'''.... starting of the show already got laughter liao... laugh till we pengz... this show really funny lor.. comestic surgery really do wonders sia... but really can help a fat gal to change into one that has so good body... envy sia.. and has a beautiful face really make things easy... why I dont have the looks... haha... I cried towards the end of the show... really touching sia...

4/5 stars for this show... really worth it.. no wonder sis ask me to watch this show from the moment I came back from taiwan...

next show I wanna watch: Pirates, Shrek3, Transformers...

everything was so sudden... been so confused and lost for the past week... I am weak.. always trying to escape, avoid, even give up... probably I was too rash le... or maybe a part of me really tired of all the same things that happened over and over again.. anyway its over.. keeping my fingers crossed... hope the same old things wont happen again... its all becos of my willfulness and stubborn-ness that caused both of us to suffer... we are hurt... and I hurt dear more...

probably its fated... if dear did not manage to find me... I guess we are over now... its strange that he can find me everytime... I dunno how he managed to do so... in taiwan also like that... whenever I am too engrossed in seeing things, I will drift away.. but he still managed to find me back... I wonder why...

though everything is fine now... somehow I still feel uneasy... probably I have not get over the turmoil.. a little part of me is glad that dear did not give me up at all.. yes I admit I am too much almost everytime...

managed to talk things out a little... and things gradually back to normal...

did I made the right decision? am I really too rash? why it hurt me as much? why I can't seems to concentrate at all? what's bloody wrong with me?

F*CK!! wat a suay week.. still slowly recovering from my sickness... and so many bloody things...
already got so many things to bother liao.. reach home saw 2 bills... singtel hp bill $100+... F*CK!!! I dont use alot in Taiwan lor... idiot... another one... IRAS... you guessed it!!! I WAS KENNA TAX LOR!!! WTF... every mth I earn so little still kenna tax.. $200+ somemore!!! wah lau... damn the gahment... at the end of the statement still say "Thank you for your contribution towards the nation building" F*CK lor!!! as if I got a part in sharing the gahment's money lor... like that $300+ gone liao... shit man... if I know, yesterday shouldnt have joined spree liao...

AAARRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH!!!! I AM SO DAMN PISSED OFF!!! F*CK!!!! DAMN IT!!!

tot I am well enough to go work... morning woke up feel so giddy... nvm... I told myself that I am ok.. I can go work... somehow my vision so blur.. I think I made a mess of my make-up.. dun care la.. cos late liao..

on the way, keep seeing double.. walked super slow.. even slower than normal speed.. on the train.. 1st time in my life got pple give up seats for me.. one kind lady even ask me whether I am ok... I guess I must have look very sick... the moment reach office (cant sign also.. cos too late liao.. ), joey asked me whether I am not feeling well.. cos my eyes look weird... li hai.. like that also can see..

went bought breakfast and went see doctor again... company's doctor say I lack of rest... yesterday the doctor at my house clinic say I lack of vitamin C... so which one is the correct one.. company doctor automatically give me mc for the day.. and give me lots of medicine... see liao also sian..

clear my work and left office during lunch time.. meet sis for lunch and went home.. the moment reach home, took medicine and went to sleep.. slept for 4hrs.. abt 6pm, received call from dear.. and yet he give me the 'i-dun-believe-you-are-sick' kind of tone...

why is it u always dun believe that I am sick... you can be sick.. I cannot la.. you will only believe when I lie in the hospital bed is it... or when u visit my funeral then you believe.. your mouth say u care for me.. but your actions betray you lor.. you work is important... I know I am not.. everytime I fall sick.. you think I am keng-ing.. yes... I do keng sometimes.. but this time I am really sick lor.. even a stranger in mrt will care abt me.. ask me whether I am ok... my closest bf actually dun believe me at all.. wonder why I can tahan this kind of r/s for so long... why do you always hurt me when I am so sick... if you dun care, then dun call me at all.. I dont need your pity at all... so sick of everything...

got fever again this morning... so decided to take mc... feel my head so heavy... giddy and headache... msg dear and jocelyn and went back to sleep...

10+, dear wake me up and I went to see doc... waited for almost 2 hrs.. dun understand why private clinics also have to wait so long... sianz... doc say is early virus... and I lack of vitamin c...

clean my room while waiting for sis to buy lunch for me... after that watched 2 discs of angel lover with sis and had my medicine... after that.. I bth liao.. went sleep... slept for 3 hrs.. woke up in blur blur manner.. no more fever though.. but still feel giddy and headache... super weak..

also bought this eyeshadow from silkgirl yesterday.. forget to post..woke up at 8am.. previous night slept at 1.30am... tiring sia... get myself prepared and went to meet dear and his family at teahouse in china square for dim sum... sort of to celebrate mother's day for dear's mum...

though woke up early, I also late... dunno wat I am doing also.. reached teahouse abt 11am... started eating.. and all of us very full.. the total bill is abt $170+.. shared by dear and weilin... dear bought me eeyore again... hmm... me wonder whether dear got do anything wrong or not... cos out of nowhere buy me 2 eeyores...
took some picturesand went to bishan... dear wanna buy the game from eddy's fren.. end up only cheaper by $8 nia.. waste time eh...

probably I lack of sleep ba.. my temper super hot.. very pek chek sia.. meet up with ah le and went to bugis... the 1st thing we reach there.. is to play arcade.. lol.. dear and ah le finally got chance to play the racing game with big cars... we also played a few rounds of basketball... whole body weak sia..

probably we too tired liao.. our mind simply blank de... duno what to do and dunno where to go... went Terra cafe to have lunch at 2pm+... after that, I bth liao.. took cab home and dear went back with ah le...

in the cab, I keep dozing off... and everytime I woke up, I am so afraid that I was in some unfamiliar places.. lucky managed to reach home in one piece...

feel so uncomfy when I reach home.. can feel that my whole body is giving out hot air... measures myself with the thermometer... fever liao.. 37.8... took panadol and slept for an hour or so... went to meet mama in compass pt... initially dun wan to treat her de.. cos she scold me for nth... but then feel guilty... cos I went celebrate with dear's mum in the morning..

decided to treat mama swensen's... me din make any reservation at all.. last min decide de... reached compass pt... queued for like 45mins before we can go in...

we ordered the set meal for mother's day... worth it sia.. we can choose any 4 main courses, 2 side dishes, 4 soft drinks and any 4 sundaes for only $68+++ nia... cheap sia... din take any pics.. cos camera no batt liao.. plus all of us not wearing very nice... too slog liao...

bought this bag at FEP... $15 only... the shop, Parade, is having sale storewide.. whether it's shoes or bags... everything only $15 each.. cool man.. though some designs cannot make it la.. nevertheless, I still managed to grab this bag.. wanted to buy another design which is orange in color.. but dear comment that the design of this is nicer...
today super no mood leh.. dunno why.. everything so sian... sg really small sia... so boring... went taka walk a few rounds.. then I saw this library at orchard.. though I heard of it la.. but this is the 1st time I stepped in there.. and also can 打发 some time in there also (cos me meeting my mum at 6pm.. but in the end mum din meet me at all)..

me read some fashion magazines and dear went to look for magazines that is of his interest... I think we spend like 1.5hrs in there.. after finished all my magazines... bo liao me decided to take some pics... and I made dear show me his 喜怒哀乐 face so that I can snap on my hp... dear of cos wont let me get away also.. and I sucks at facial expression sia.. bo liao us... has no where to go.. so went back to bishan... dear wanted to buy games for his asus... who knows, when reach there, eddy's fren not there.. and dear could not get the game at discounted price... sian...

walked a few rounds at J8.. we went to the open space in J8 to relax.. and dear give me a big box.. and I saw this... my heart was smiling... I trying to act that I dont feel happy in receiving the gift from dear... can see dear kinda disappointed when he saw my not-so-happy face... lol... dear told me he fold those stars and stick those glow-in-the-dark stars himself... I really feel touched eh.. cos this is the 1st time that I received hand-made gift from bf... and the eeyore really cute leh... hehe..
met up with ah le and jj.. cos they happen to be in J8 also.. =.= together we went arcade as usual... we actually spent like 2hrs in the arcade lor.. played mainly basketball and the drum... wah lau.. tiring can... I sucks at the drum... only 7% accuracy nia... dear's got 93%... bleh... ah le still laugh at me.. and guess what... he got 7% also.. lol.. jj give up half way... but I win dear in basketball.. haha... our arms very sour sia.. and I feel so tired after that... looks like my stamina is failing liao..

super angry this morning.. stupid IT guy unistall my msn for me... shit him... only can use yahoo messenger.. stupid lor.. all my frens in msn.. and ask me to switch to yahoo... waste time sia... still say already upgrade me to power user.. can install but cannot uninstall... crazy right? ok.. so I tot... since I can install.. why not I tried to install msn again... but bloody hell... company block msn dl sia... shit leh... cannot even save at all.. idiot... me spent the whole morning downloading yahoo messenger and trying to find ways to import my hotmail contacts into yahoo.. but cannot lor.. only can add one by one.. and hor only those frens who use windows live messenger than I can see them on yahoo.. troublesome and damn irritating lor.. end up I add all the contacts from my yahoo mail which is totolly useless... arrrggh... bo bian.. think have to stick to ebuddy liao..

met up with 老朋友 after work... we are really old frens liao.. cos we've known each other for 16 years (up to this year 2007).. since pri 1 till now... wow... and know what.. we didnt "make appointment" with each other beforehand.. she just msn me and ask me.. without hesitation.. I agreed immediately.. hehe...

if not becos of some things cropped up at my work, we already meet earlier liao.. anyway.. nvm... we still meet up.. lots of catching up to do.. keep talking and talking non-stop.. lol..

had our dinner at 别府 (I think the name should be Tonikichi if I am not wrong), one jap resturant in suntec... wanted to eat foodcourt to save money de.. but minghui insist on treating me.. cos she just got her bonus.. me abit paiseh lor..

we were at the resturant for abt 1.5 hrs.. talk abt work, bf and life.. laugh at each other funny incidents... after dinner, walked ard and I accompany minghui to look for bras and hp... I realize that in between, her bf would call her and talk to her.. even they are quarrelling on the phone, but after a while.. they are so lovey-dovey sweet lor.. and everytime they going to hang up... they will give each other muacks over the phone.. really sweet can... envy sia... and think of it.. my 没良心 dear din even call/sms me at all lor... not even 1 sms/call can... though dear didnt know I going out with minghui.. but I got tell him I am going out lor... haiz... guess when a couple get together for too long, r/s become boring liao.. no more sparks and nth much to talk also.. 想当年, we used to chat on the phone till the wee hours lor.. and he will call me every now and then just to listen to my not-so-sweet voice... now leh... we dont even talk on the phone.. even if talk.. the longest is like 10min nia... and the 11th min we will be quarreling liao.. shortest is like 1min can... =.=

anyway.. really had fun... on the way back.. we chatted alot also... but good times flies.. I have to alight first.. but we feel that there are still many things that we haven talk abt.. haha... hope to meet her again..

the whole of this week... already got 4 pple comment that I look like ah lian... I know my hair is... but my face look like meh? though I wish I am one la.. but then still somehow got affected by the comments... suan le.. ah lian then ah lian ba... nth to lose.. haha...

nvm abt me look like ah lian... today I am crazy can... I bought 3 pairs of shoes in charles & keith... yes.. I am really siao liao.. 1st time in my life... I actually bought 3 pairs of shoes one shot lor.. everytime I only buy 1 pair nia... dunno wats wrong with me... though my wallet got a big hole and I feel the pinch... still one small part of me is happy.. cos I am now member of charles & keith!!!! wahaha... another card for my collection.. lol...

masked off my IC to prevent unwanted troubles.. lol.. right.. that's all for today.. I gonna watch my angel lover vcd liao... good nitez~

wanted to post some candid shots during ah ma's bday.. after viewing, decided not to.. cos I am too ugly in those pics liao... messy hair and look bloated too... one of the pic I do look like pig sia.. yucks...

so just post those decent ones...

took a few shots of ourselves at my void deck after leaving ah ma's hse...

today's dinner at RamenTen...

dear made me very angry.. cos he dropped my compact powder sponge and the poor sponge was covered with chilli... super buay song lor... yes, it may be just a sponge.. but it got life also lor... and it is bought in taiwan!!! best thing is I cant find/buy the same one in sg... arrrghh..

angry with him for a few hrs.. now still angry ok *bleh*

and guess what I saw? I saw elvin ng sia (黄俊雄) sia!!! he is so shuai lor.. same as ming dao...

errr... I think I haven finish my sentence... I saw elvin on i-weekly magazine... hehe.. and without second thots... I bought the magazine... this is my 1st magazine of the year... I also realize that I din buy magazines for many donkey years liao..