sis: "姐，为什么你心情不好? 下午meet 你吃饭你还好好咧..."
me: "哎呀，不懂啦，问怎么多做么?

after a while...
sis: "姐，跟我讲咧..."
me (already in fedup mode): “你听不懂华语是吗?"

10 mins later...
sis: "姐..."
me (almost shouting): "什么啦?!?!?!?"
sis: "我可以跟你借化妆品吗?"
me: "拿去啦, 拿去啦"
sis: "thank you 咧... 为什么你心情不好?"
me in my "我已经很不爽" face... she walks off...

me getting morbid recently... dun ask me why... I also realize my mood swings are better from bad to worse... is it becos my depression is coming back? hope not.. *pray pray* looks like I need to really(x 10times) to control my emotions...

got an apprasial interview with gm... my 1st apprasial interview after working nearly for 3 years... this coming end of july 3 years liao.. super sian right... I am still stucked in this place when most frens already hop to another job liao... so demoralising can...

during the interview, most of the time I just "umm", "ok", "i see", "uh-huh"... nvr expect the interview so boring... gm yakked alot... so far ok la... he and other managers quite satisfied with my performace... asked me to learn more things la.. and hopefully by next year they can promote me to grade 2... as in become SENIOR shipping coordinator... and if my grade promote, means my basic also goes up... good for me also.. but I so feel like telling him... have to work 4 years then can get promoted? somemore in grades nia... my position still the same, and doing the same old things lor.. by next year, I dunno whether I will still be in this company or not... *thinking*

can I have some angels to guide me? like what ming dao did in the drama, angel lover... help pple to find back love and the meaning of life... dunno how long I can tahan this kind of life...

tts all for today.. my boring life nth much to write also.. going to watch the 2nd box of angel lover liao... ~tata