

wanted to blog yesterday but was too tired from crying... dun ask me what's wrong.. I dunno why I become more and more depressed these few days... feel so lost lor... dont think anyone can help me...
arrgghh... this time so jialat... cramps till I wanna faint liao.. feeling super duper weak this time... legs feel so wobby sia... haiz.. why woman have to suffer this every mth... I wish guys have menses also... I wish I am a guy sia...
had our lunch at PizzaHut... dear saw he saw the ads on mrt and makes him very hungry.. lol... dear ordered the crayfish spaghetti and me ordered the one with chicken chop... I also ordered anther side dish, the new prawns temptation...
is it him at compass pt today? I keep asking myself this qn for the past few hours... I dunno whether is him or not.. looks familiar and yet so unfamiliar to me.. I dont believe a person will aged so much in a few years... and I dont remember he has the habit of not shaving leh... or maybe he has this habit now... he keep looking at me when I walked past him... and the strange thing is.. why do my heart skip a beat when I saw him... hmm.. it can't be him ba... definitly not... he shld have gained some weight now I think...
it suddenly struck me that maybe I really did take dear for granted... and maybe I shld really try to control my emotions..."don't get influence by what your frens say, and forget abt the initially reason why you like or fall in love with you bf"... "
becos you love him, becos you treat him like your own family, becos you regard him as a close one, that's why you tend to get angry with him for nth.. cos you know he will be there for you no matter what happen.. you wont treat your frens the same way cos they are just frens... "
changed my blogskin yesterday while at work...
woke up at 3am... the moment I woke up, I give minghui a morning call.. she did not ans.. I get myself prepared and keep calling her... still no ans... she was supposed to fetch me at 3.50am to liwen hse and we are supposed to reach liwen's hse at 4am... but she called me at 3.50am telling me that she just woke up... -.-... waited for her and we reached at liwen's hse at 5am... poor lifeng and xueli waited for us 1 hr... so paiseh..
liwen at hubby's hse.. chinese tradition, she has to wear the tradional costume and alot alot of GOLD jewelleries... everyone makes fun of her that she is a wealthy woman.. haha... by abt 12+pm... everything is finished.. by right we are supposed to go back with liwen to her hse again de.. but everyone of us too tired le.. and went home to rest...
minghui give me a lift to dear's hse.. I wanted to go home and rest.. but decided not to cos really too tired liao.. slept on dear's bed while dear and ah le are playing against each other on their psp... shag sia...
me woke up at 3pm... dear ask me to sleep a while more.. 3.30pm.. I woke up and "snatch" the psp from dear and played diner dash.. haha...
4pm... me bathe and changed into the dress and makeup... 5pm... got a call from minghui that she will be late cos she just woke up... so I called xueli to meet up and together with lifeng, we reached the restuarant at abt 6pm... we were earlier than the bride sia.. haha...
we nvr expect the resturant so small eh.. and the dressing room is even smaller... and we started to feel worried for liwen.. dunno the family and her hubby will treat her good or not... haiz...
last min the groom's side change of plans... supposedly we were the recept... end up both sides wanna have their own relatives as recept... fine.. so we accompany liwen throughout...
the husband dont seems to care abt liwen at all lor.. haiz... can see the couple always not together...
after the dinner, the sisters took turns to hug and kiss liwen.. every of us hope that she will be happy... will upload more pics when I received photos from liwen and xueli..
we wanted to have breakfast together but then tired me could not get up... I guess becos yesterday slept at 2am ba (cos me helping dear dye hair)... but to his disappointment, there is no color at all.. slept till I think about 10+ or 11... woke up and prepared ourselves...