dear readers,

due to certain reasons, pls note that I will not be posting in this blog anymore... thank you for the support for the past 2 years... started from friendster blog to my 1st blog at blogger (eeyorelife) to now... really appreciate all the comments, be it positive or negative...

pls do not ask me why... I wont tell also... blogging to me now is meaningless already... initial thought of blogging is to vex my frustrations and to share my happines, to let frens know what's going on in my life... but now all become useless... blogging is actually fun (changing the blog skin, aligning, adding new stuffs etc)... but everything is meaningless now...

I will no longer keep my feelings public... from now on, I will keep all feelings to myself, well probably will talk with my eeyores I guess..

thanks everyone for being a reader of my blog... take care everyone..

just realized that my blog still have the same problem... haiz.. dunno why sia.. very tired to redo everything also... and I think now my blog only can be view with IE7 or firefox... IE6 and below.. I think cant see my posts.. its strange that I cannot view when in office (using IE6), but I can see on my vaio (IE7)... hmmm...

recently so darn busy... tokyo think I have 3 heads and 6 arms sia... more and more shipments.. more and more complicated... been doing alot of OT everyday for the past few weeks... stupid broker keep calling on my hp... shit him... all annie's fault... so kpo give him my number... idiot... one day I shld really scold the broker and ask him to stop calling me on my hp...

though alot of OT and it's good for me when I see the amt on my payslip is more than what I expected... but it sort of affect my social life...

ok.. I dun really have social life in the 1st place la... and yes pathetic right... everyday wake up, go work, go home surf net.. or.. after work meet dear, jalan jalan or go dear's hse surf net or play with haohao, then go home... or meet mama & sis for dinner, go home surf net... so boring sia... once in a while meet up with liwen/xueli... that's it lor... nth more exciting and interesting de... 6 letters 1 word = BORING

been the same ever since I started work... 3 yrs already... wah lau... sianz sia... that's what happen when you dun have much frens and it's worse when you are not really a good fren.. and when some frens ask me out, its always the wrong timing... its either dear/mum/sis book me first or I am caught up at work or I dun feel like going out... and when I wanna ask them out, they are not free... looks its really fated... sometimes I wish I can die in my slp... at least its heaven there... lol...

ok la.. enough of my usual rantings... going to "see" whats wrong with my blog... hmm.. or is it sth wrong with blogger?

feeling feverish... think I going to be really sick soon... retribution... always keng mc.. now its real liao... orbi-good huisi.. serve you right....

decided to remove the post for my phuket day 3... and realized that my blog actually can work eh... hmm.. hopefully others can see also (using dear's lappy now)... I guess that post really overloaded liao... probably I would split the post into a few parts ba...

went parkway to develop photos again yesterday.. seems that we just went there last week...the queue at the place is forever long.. and everytime, there sure to be one considerate consumer who jammed the queue... dun understand.. why cant these pple choose their photos at home, burn into a cd and bring to the color center.. that will saves alot of other's pple time right.. instead of choosing like 50-100 photos one by one out of like 900 photos... how long does it takes to burn photos in a cd.. like max 15min? unless you have a laptop as slow as mine that takes up to an hr when burning cd... -.-...

had our lunch, walked about, collected our developed photos, took the shuttle bus to bedok, took train to pasir ris, dear collected his psp games cd and we went to suntec...

and pple... FOX is having sales sia!!!! the skirt that I was aiming donkey years ago is having great sales can!!! haha... original price is $43... which is so damn expensive for a short denim skirt eh... now... its only $23!!!! and the best thing is... when you buy 2 or more pieces.. there is additional 20% off the total price... so freaking cheap can...

despite the number in my bank account is decreasing, I still bought 2 skirts at the sales... haha... cost me $36.80 and that makes each skirt $18.40!!! can u imagine from $43 to less than $20.. it is like abt 60% off the original price lor!!!!! super duper cheap!!! so what are you waiting for!?!?!
I am so damn happy after getting my cheap loots... lol... loiter ard suntec city mall... and saw courts is having moving-out sales... my dream laptop from sony.. SZ sth.. usual price is $3,999... now only $2,788... but of cos I din buy la (though I am so tempted)... the price in thousands leh... we left courts and went to the "IT section" of suntec... and guess what.. we saw another Fujitsu lappy... I've been always a great fan of Fujitsu... my 1st lappy is Fujitsu and last me for 5 yrs before it died on me (partly my sis's fault)... anyway.. back to the lappy... the newest model and the specs very good lor.. even better than the sony SZ... only $2,288 for white and $2,088 for black... cheaper also...
omg... now I am more tempted to change... really regret in buying my vaio... anyone interested in my vaio? willling to let go at $1.5k... price neg...

as typical singaporeans, we join in the crowd in watching the fireworks... start at 9pm... we reached esplanade area at abt 7pm... and there are alot of pple liao lor... super crowded and stuffy...

we waited... waited.. and waited... finally 9pm... but strange that nth happen.. waited again.. it cant be false alarm since so many pple... and there was some kind of performance... I am too short to see anything... anyway.. after waiting for so long.. we managed to watched the whole fireworks... nice... dear took photos and I took video...

some shots.. not pro though...

wanted to post the whole video of the fireworks.. too bad the file size is too big liao...

is it really wrong to fall in love with someone whose not handsome at all??? though this is not the first time that I heard pple saying abt me us... still I feel hurt inside... especially from frens whom I think are close to me (maybe close in the past ba)... really feel tired and sick when hearing those words... I know my bf does not belong to the good-looking category... some even classified him as below average... I know everyone has different definition of good-looking and average... and I dont deny that my bf dun really look good... but why pple have to say words like 鲜花插在牛粪上... (I am not pretty lor... I see myself as a plain jane that no one will bother to take a 2nd look if they see me on the street... simply becos, there are thousands of girls on the street that look better than me... I am not rich... I dun have licence nor car as well... )

this is really very hurting.. though I dont show out on my face.. and appear that I dont mind... but deep inside my heart... it really pains alot... and I really mind!!!! if pple say behind my back... I dont mind... at least I wont feel the pain...

worse thing is... my bf dun have car license, no car and not rich... this give pple a good chance to say more things abt us... fine... yes.. I admit I complain abt dear not being rich myself as well... but I jus say out in frustrations sometimes... if I really care abt all those.. why bother would I stay with him for so long...I would have left him when he was in ns... and if I really care, I wouldnt even think of starting a relationship with him in the 1st place...

of cos its definitely good to have car license, car and money... but all those are bonus stuff isn't it... yes I am materialistic but I know the difference of loving a man and loving money...

mh even ask me why I like him... my ans to her.. I dunno... I told her this qn is really too difficult for me to ans... cos I dont even know the ans myself... I guess alot of maybes within... maybe I just need someone to help me forget abt the past r/s, and he just appear in time? maybe I am too used to have someone there for me? maybe I wan to show jeremy that even without him, there is another guy who willing to love me? maybe I am deprive of love at that time?

I really dunno why I still fall in love with him despite him being so not good-
looking and poor... does love need any reason? pple always tell me to follow my feelings, follow my heart...so is it wrong for me to do that? is it wrong for me to accept someone that likes me and I have feelings for him as well? is it wrong that he is not born good-looking? is it wrong that he is not born rich?

just becos he is handsome, that's y I love him... just becos he is funny and can make me laugh... that's y I love him... and just becos he is some rich man's son... that's y I love him... when you really love a person.. do you really factors all these when u fall in love? do you really care how he/she looks or how rich he/she is? love is sth explainable right? no? like the saying goes.. love struck when you least expected it to happen...

really upset sia... sometimes I am really afraid to meet up with frens...I am so afraid that they will say the same old things again... and that's y I seldom initiate gatherings/meetups with frens... I rather meet dear or sis or mum... at least I wont hear the things that I dont like and dont wan to hear... and that's also why I nvr bring my bf to meet my frens...

why this world is becoming so shallow? no wonder I am becoming more shallow and materialistic...

I need more whitening cream!!! jialat.. my face and body become so dark after I came back from phuket... everyone tells me... "eh.. huisi.. seems that you become darker than before.. u go suntan ar?" me suntan? nah.. over my dead body... I wan to be fairer.. why would I purposely make my skin tone darker eh... unless one of the screws in my head go loose.. some still say I look like malay sia.. think I need a few years to become fair again...

damn it.. my gastric is back again.. so pain that my face turn pale... and I have finished my medication... damn irritating can... dunno what the heck happen to me.. got gastric nvm... still got diarreah... whateva I eat will be out in the toilet bowl the next 10 min... damn it.. no wonder I feel hungry so easily... and the cycle continue... wah lau.. suay sia.. this week dunno what shit I've stepped on...

and yeah.. pple.. pls dun go home too late this mth.. the lunar 7th mth just started today... not superstitious.. but then better be safe than sorry...

07 Aug 2007, Tuesday

last day at phuket... a totally relaxed day.. no need to wake up early nor rush ourselves..

we requested for late check out till 2pm(thailand time) and went to have our breakfast... packed our things and went patong for photo taking, followed by an hr plus of swimming at the swimming pool... we got our free welcome drink as well...

sorry if the photos make you puke...
dear looks kinda fat in this pic eh...

I am the frog-gal.. then, went back to our room and prepare to check out... walked to Jungceylon again... bought this pair of sunglasses along the way... this time we explored more.. and we discovered this fountain towards the back of the shopping center... and more photos-taking...went for our facial at Takahashi... beside this facial parlour, there is another facial parlour which offer the same price... but somehow, we saw alot of pple (even ang mohs) went to the jap parlour instead of the other one... as typical singaporeans, of cos we join in the crowd also... haha...1hr of facial massage (with free make-up for me)... the facial session quite shiok... I almost fall aslp sia... its been long time since my last facial in singapore...

and we slowly walked back to our hotel, waiting to go to the airport... saw the sunset view of patong beach when reaching our hotel... its nice de lor..somehow, dunno why... everytime our plane was delayed at thailand... 1st time go bkk, our plane kenna delayed for 1hr.. now at phuket, our plane kenna delayed for 30min... dunno is us suay or the service at thailand airports lousy...

in short... phuket is a nice place to relax... and I would love to go back again....

sorry if these pictures hang your pc... cos too many pictures liao.... so I decided to post only a few... wanted to post the videos I took.. but dunno why the videos just cannot be played in my blog sia.. super pek chek.. strange that I can view those videos that I uploaded at photo bucket... but when I upload to my blog... either it takes ages to load (with showing anything except for "loading..") or its shows "opps! no video".... wat the heck man... wah lau...

anyone know why?

anyway here's the update for day 2 in phuket...

05 Aug 2007, Sunday

Happy Birthday to my dear...

2nd day is quite a relax day for us... had our breakfast at the hotel's restuarant... also booked our tickets for the show at night... explore around patong beach area. bought my 1st bikini... a dress, 1 spag and 1 skirt at those road-side stalls... dear bought a box of briefs at the local shopping center (Ocean Plaza)...

while in the plaza, we saw this boxing gloves.. quite interesting.. we din buy of cos.. I tried them on and pose for a picture.. haha...

went to patong beach to play with waves... shiok can...the waves really big... the winds are strong... really fun.. we can nvr see such big waves in singapore beaches..

took some pics when it is low tide...

we played a while at the beach and went to the swimming pool for a short jacuzzi... after washing up, we then walk around patong beach area... our lunch at subway...

with our map, we walked all the way to find Jungceylon... this is one of the recommended shopping centers in forums and the brochures that we took at the airport... we expect sth interesting.. but it was not... well.. it was quite modernised though.. but nth much also. mostly sports wear...

walked back to our hotel and had our dinner there... we ordered the seafood set menu for 2...

while waiting... some shots...

giving dear a birthday kiss.. our dinner.... my treat for dear's bday... yes its alot... and it seems nice right... nah... it sucks!!!! everything is cold... the seafood platter and the lobster not fresh de.. really "delicious" lor... well.. the pineapple fried rice, tom yam soup and the sweet-sour squids are nice though...

worst thing.. this dinner cost us 3000+ baht.. equivalent to abt sgd150...

this dinner really pained us.. we dun really spend so much eating in sg restuarants.. haiz.. suan le... treat it as an experience ba...

after the damn expensive dinner, we waited at the hotel lobby for the tour guide to bring us to see the famous show of phuket... Fantasea!!

as the show start at 9pm phuket time (10pm singapore time).. we took pictures at the so-called carnival and had elephant rides... the service in phuket really good... the staff there still offer to help us take photos while we were on the elephants.. really nice experience ^^ getting tired of editing all the photos.. so post them in slide show easier..

the fanatasea show so-so only... too bad cannot bring camera into the theatre... shows the thailand culture... some parts really boring that I almost fall aslp sia... there are some stunes that make me go wow-ing also... even though they worshipped elephants... dun understand why they have to use elephants to perform in the show... quite disturbing though...

will post videos once I figure out how to...