happy valentine' s day everyone... enjoy this flash.. I find it quite nice...

http://comic.yam.com/class/tuu/swf/lover.swf

v-day I supposed to be happy... but why I am not... instead I feel so moody and unhappy... probably really is pms...

dear sent flowers to my office.. I shld be excited and happy... in the past, I will be smiling to my monitor for no reasons... cos I am happy.. but now I am not... why.. instead I feel a little disappointed.. cos the flower is not what I expect to be... probably I expect too much... in the past, I wanted so much to have someone sent flowers to my office on v-day, on my bday... just to show off... childish I know.. but I kinda like the attention on me... well... thats me... an attention seeker...

today dear did it.. but I am not really smiling... the type of flower I like to receive is not 6 stalks of roses in a treasure box... I rather to have 6 stalks of fake roses (or yellow tulips) in a bouquet form... I dont really fancy roses though... cos its too common... and yes I rather have fake flowers... though its plastic, at least it can last forever... at least I can keep them till I am old... but real flowers... within 1 day all withered... I am not someone who know how to prolong flowers' life... to me, real flowers cant withstand time... and also means real flowers are weak... I dun wan the flowers to remind me that I am as weak as them...

I also dunno what I am talking abt... sorry dear... shldnt say those things... I dont wish to say all those mushy things... I've said them many things already... its too fake... I dont wan to be faking that I like those flowers... still I appreciate them... its quite pretty (mr yap also say so... ) thank you...

dunno wat wrong with me today... keep spilling my drinks... shit!!! hope my mood later will be better...