GO AND DIE YOU MORON!!! F*CK YOU!!!! ASSHOLE!!! LOSER!!!! MCP!!!!! ARRGGGHHH!!!!!

f*ck.... huisi... u are a useless bum!!! why dont you shout back? why are you venting your bloody frustrations in this damn cold-blooded online thing? why do you scold those mcp here? will it help? come one... stop deluding yourself... and you cried for such a littly tiny thing? arent you childish? get a life!!!!

shit.. thats it... thats how useless I am... that's what exactly my mind is telling me... I am useless... so useless that everyone, colleagues, family, love ones and frens... everyone in this world is taking me for granted...
borrowing money from me without hesitating.. cos everyone knows that I will agree...
raising voice on me, thinking that I wont fight back...
thinking that buying goodies is my responsibilities and nvr ever tot of returning the good-will to me...
asking me to do this do that, assuming that I will not reject and guai guai do it...

why do I have to be the good person? I wanna be the bad person.. at least everyone will respect me and be scared of me? but I am simply the opposite... nobody will respect me at all... cos I am a good-for-nth idiot... having no true frens, and having lots of accquaintances instead... no money, no car, no looks, no brains... simply nth!!!! period...

everyone think that I am so good to bully... everyone think that I am this kind of person...why everyone is taking me for granted? do I have that "hey, go ahead and bullly me.." kind-of-face?

how I wish I can have my revenge... how I wish whateva I feel is just part of my pms... how I wish I have the courage to fight back, the courage to say no.... how I wish I can be stronger... and yeah... I can only wish... in my dreams... the day when I really shoot back... pigs will fly man...

shit!!! why cant I voice out my displeasures openly? why do I have to cry everytime? enough of myself... that's it... me a complete loser!!!