nvr did I imagine I can have my own birthday thread... hehe... very nice of legend to open one for me... really happy... all along... I tot I am invisible... for the past years... no one really bother abt my birthday... yes grandmother eeyore telling her past story again... ever since after 21 years old birthday.. birthday to me dun hold any significance anymore... birthday to me... is just birthday... it is a day that reminds me that I am brought into this world to suffer... yeah... I know one shld be optimistist and look forward to the future instead of looking back...

sometimes... I really think that online frens are much more better than real frens... at least I can feel some 人情味... though its in virtual world and I dont know who are behind the network... at least I know someone out there knows my existence..

whenever I watched the 10pm show on channel u... I asked myself... is there really so-called best of frens in the world? are there really frens who behave just like yunzhi and yichen? no matter what happen.. they are still buddies... laughing and enjoying together.. my sis also ask me the same qn... we tried to convince ourselves... yes there are true frens... but most of the time... after thinking for a second... we conclude that we can only see true frens in drama...

maybe I haven really met my true fren... maybe I dont destined to have one... all those whom I think are in the past, are no longer true frens... everyone changes... at some point of our life... true frens really exist... but not for long..

dunno why today I so 感性...

anyway... thanks to all in the thread for your wishes...really appreciate it... probably I will print out the thread and keep those wishes as sweet memories...