the pain is still there... especially when I try to get up from bed... it hurt the most sia... today even walking also pain.. jialat...wanted to see company doctor during work but super no time... why everytime I wanna do some things sure got things for me to settle de... sianz.. thot of trying jocelyn's recommendation for osteopathic treatment.. but fully booked... guess I just go see doctor tomorrow morning first ba.. if still pain den can prepare for my funeral liao..

meet sis's insurance agent and discuss.. realized actually both liyan and her abt the same... just that I gave liyan my higher budget and sis's agent the lower budget... now headache... dunno which one to choose... if choose one will like 对不起 another one.. one will make sis paiseh, another will make mh paiseh...


treat mum and sis at chicago... 1st time bringing them there... actually shld not have treat them... cos I forgot I am going to look for paul tml... haiz.. suan le... this mth sure broke de... before going in.. we saw the jap ice-cream character.. so cute... we cant resist and took photos with them...
my ocean catch with breaded fish, calamari, crab claws and scallop...hmmm 6/10
recommended sis to try tenderloin steak... she says its like heaven...
ordered grilled atlantic salmon for mama...
also ordered bread bowl to try... this is yummy... mushroom cham chowder... shiok man...
after eating, went out again and took more photos... lol..
took some 2 photos at orchard road as well... only 2.. cos sis paiseh to take pics in the middle of the road...

good things really cannot say too early... always thot r/s is stable and can remain blissful... but super wrong... is it my prob or your prob... is it because we din chat on the phone for donkey times, that's why when we talked today.. everything just dun seems right... everytime when I think we are much more closer, the next minute I feel that we are drifting further and further away from each other... our tolerance level for each other really to the max liao? if like that I dun see any future in us at all... imagine life after marriage is full of arguments... think very fun meh...

for the 985741120 times... I feel very tired... really tired... I just dun seems to undertand you... undertand myself nor understand this r/s at all... are we still together becos we really have feelings and love each other? or are we together becos we are too used to each other? I also asked myself dunno how many times... everytime no answer... I hope I have an answer so that at least both of us won't be so xin ku...