cant believe I cried for a stranger I nvr met before... mcp's fren's death was in the paper... omg... why those reporters so li hai...

when the "story" was told... I can feel that eyes are warm.. tears fell shortly... when mcp told us abt what he is thinking on the way back... me, mama and sis all cried... maybe I am too emotional.. I can imagine... those secondary sch days... though mcp and the fren not very close... they are frens afterall... if my sis has not insist mcp to call the fren... I think mcp would regret today... at least before he died, they have talked before..

it's so heart-wrenching.... life is really unfair... it was a shock for the family... die so young... and the worst part is that the parents cant even accompany him to his last journey... according to mama 白头人不能送黑头人... tml, only his frens will be there for him... so sad isnt it.. just think abt it makes me wanna cry...

imagine when I am dead... no one will be there for me... cos I dun have much frens also...