mood level quite low these few weeks... tires me out emotionally and physically... feel like changing myself... everytime things dun go smoothly... I've got the urge to do sth to my hair.. snipping it off or coloring it... but I know I cannot... cos my hair already so dry, so short and spoilt liao... if do sth again.. I think even treatments also cant help liao... and I dont think paul will agree to help me color also... cant imagine how would I look like if I change my image again... think my managers would get a shocked again and I would be the center of attraction at work...

since cannot do anything to my hair.. think retail therapy would be a better choice... though I just bought many things from bkk and recently also bought a few things... still I wanna buy things to 发泄... maybe I will be happier this way...

lucky tml I already took half day leave... Can go shopping liao... and can go relax myself at the beach also... so looking forward to tml...

me bad worker.. always blog during work... wahaha... but who cares... lol...