Part 4 ~~ I'm Sorry

[Shawn]: Mel... its so nice to see you once again... I really..like..like...you!! Can you dun leave me pls?
[Mel]: Shawn, you are drunk!
[Shawn]: NO! IM NOT IM NOT!! Do..Do.. you have feelings for me too? Im sure you have or you wouldnt rush down like this...
[Mel]: I did that because you are my friend and i dun want anything to happen to you. If this give you a wrong idea, then im sorry!
[Shawn]: Why you just refuse to give me a chance Mel? Why are you so cruel to me? I know in the past, i was a flirt but i have changed! Still..still...you dont wanna accept me..is this fair to me??? At least give me a reason...
[Mel]: Ermmm...you...you will never understand! Sometimes things happened without a reason!
[Shawn]: What must I do to prove my love for you?
[Mel]: Nothing... dun be silly Shawn. Arent we better off as friends like this?
[Shawn]: NO! I want you to be my girl...not my friend!!!
[Mel]: Shawn, i guess you are really drunk...why not u rest for a while?
[Shawn]: No...No...i dun want...
[Mel]: Please.... listen to me for this once can?

Mel sat there with Shawn lying down on her lap. It really breaks her heart to see Shawn like this. Deep inside her heart, she knew that she still loved Shawn alot! As much as she wanted to be with Shawn but she sees no future together with him! Shawn couldnt even provide her with the basic sense of security that she needed the most! She knows Shawn too well...given his character, watever he wants, he will always strive very hard for it and the harder it is to obtain, the more he will find means of way to achieve it! However, he also get sick and tired of things easily! Mel didnt want to be hurt by somone whom she loved so deeply so she choose not to step into this relationship. She choose to suffer all this by herself. She had to hide her feelings in front of Shawn no matter how much she liked him.. She rather keep Shawn as a friend for a lifetime than to lose him for good! Mel didnt sleep for the whole night and early next morning, she saw the most beautiful sunrise.. one that she would never forget in her entire life! Perhaps it was because Shawn was just beside her..somehow the sunrise was much more beautiful than ever before...

[Shawn]: Mel? Ermmm...sorry! Your laps must be numb after one whole night...
[Mel]: No its okay! Are u okay??
[Shawn]: I guess im having a very bad headache...
[Mel]: You wait for me a while...I be right back!
[Shawn]: Mel...Mel...where are you going??

Few minutes later...

[Mel]: Nah, put this ice on your forehead, you will feel better and finish up this cup of hot tea!
[Shawn]: Thks Mel..tats very nice of you! And btw, i was so drunk last nite.. thks for taking care of me... hope i didnt scare you off...
[Mel]: *Sneezing* No..dun mention it!
[Shawn]: Oh no! You must have catch a cold last nite! Im so sorry to make u fall sick because of me!
[Mel]: Its not your fault, dun blame yourself! Im always been tat weak...
[Shawn]: Come, lets go! I send you home and you have a good rest and dont go to work today!
[Mel]: Okie..let me call back to office and inform them first...

Mel tooked out her handphone and saw "20 missed call'' ; ''8 unread messages''. Just then, she realised that she had forgotten about Jacko! She opened up the message and read...

[ lst message: Mel..you reached home already?
2nd message: Its 2.30am now..where are you?
3rd message: Im still waiting for your reply... call me back pls...
4th message: Can you at least reply me back something? Im kinda worry about you!
5th message: Its 4am already..i still cant sleep coz u havent call me back yet! Have u forgotten?
6th message: Mel...actually i want to tell you that i be flying off to Perth this morning for business trip. Its a last minute decision..I be away for 2 weeks... can i at least get to hear from you before i leave?
7th message: It's 6.30am now...im at the airport already! Im still waiting...
8th message: Well... im going off now...looks like i dun have the chance to bid goodbye to you! Take care girl! Bye! ]

[Shawn]: Mel...u okay? You dun look too good! Wats wrong?
[Mel]: Ermmmmm...Noth..Nothing!

~ To be continued...