"送你一个香甜的粽子：以芬芳的祝福为叶。。。以宽厚的包容为米。。。 以温柔的叮咛做馅。。。再用友情的缠绕。。。愿你品尝出人生的美好。。祝所有朋友端午节快乐！！！"

Enjoy your dumplings!!! Take care my frens...

Part 3 ~~ An old friend

"Mel?" said the guy..
"You are...." said Mel..
"I'm Shawn, your secondary school friend!! Remember??? said the guy
"OH!!! Yah, i remember now! No wonder you look kinda familiar..." said Mel
[Shawn]: Is it i become more and more charming already that you dun even recognise me? haha
[Mel] *Blushing*...
[Shawn]: You still look the same to me but more and more pretty huh? Muz be lot of guys going after you??
[Mel]: hahaha... you really do know how to sweet talk ah! Still like old school days, always so popular and surrounded by girls?
[Shawn]: Well...okie lah but still, i didnt manage to win someone's heart mah!
[Mel]: Too bad for you then! Ermmm..i got to go! My friends are still waiting for me...we keep in touch again?
[Shawn]: Yah surez! I guess fate brought us together again huh? Whats ur number?[
Mel]: ahahaha...Here's my number! Byeeeeee
[Shawn]: Okie, will call u again and catch up some other day! Byeeeee

Mel was really happy to meet Shawn! Shawn used to be someone whom she liked a lot during secondary school days! Although Shawn also got feeling for her but somehow, they never started the relationship at all!One late night, when Mel was about to go to bed, her handphone rang...

[Shawn]: Hello.. Mel.....Mel....
[Mel]: Hello..Shawn?
[Shawn]: Mel...I'm...I'm Shawn...
[Mel]: Shawn..are you okay? Why you sound so funny??
[Shawn]: Why...Why? I... I...[Mel]: What happened? Are you okay? Where are you?
[Shawn]: Im.. Im...at River Point...the view here is really nice Mel! It really is!!!
[Mel]: Shawn, u stayed there! I be right over!

Mel quickly changed and took a cab down to River Point. Inside the cab, her handphone rang again...

[Jacko]: Hello.. u sleeping already??
[Mel]: Ermmm...I....I'm still outside...
[Jacko]: So late le..you are still outside??
[Mel]: Yah..my friend ran into some problem... now on my way to meet my friend..
[Jacko]: Oh okie! Its very late now already..do be careful ya?
[Mel]: Okie thks!
[Jacko]: Call me again when you reached home later? Dun get me wrong..just being concern as a friend and i have something to tell u...
[Mel]: Yah i know... appreciate that Jacko! Okie i will call u back later..
[Jacko]: Remember to call me hor! I be waiting....
[Mel]: Okie...byeeee
[Jacko]: Byeee

Mel reached River Point and saw Shawn sitting by the stairs with many cans of beer lying around him!

"Shawn" said Mel.

When Shawn saw her, he put his hands around her and hug her closely. He started to cry while resting his head on Mel's shoulder. Mel never image that Shawn would hug her this closely before...

~ To be continued...

I dun wish to rant it here again... I am just sick of everything.... I guess my depression back le... If I have a chance, I want to be out of this family... I wish I am an orphan... I wish I am dead!!!!
Haiz... Its been sometime that I really bothered abt this... I tried to heck care everything... But why cant I do it... I am once again tired... I dun have the energy now... Someone take me away please...

Part 2 ~~Getting to know more

Few days later...Early morning, Mel sat at her desk, turned on her pc and started to check her email as usual. Just then, she suddenly remembered Jacko. She had promised to email him but all these days, she was so busy with her work that she didnt even have the time and totally forgotten about him. She decided to send an email to him... **************************************************
Hi Jacko,Im Mel! Hope you haven't forgotten who i am. Im sorry to keep u waiting for my email coz im kinda busy these days. So, how have you been? Hope everything is well on your side. Got to get back to work now...hear from u soon. Bye!Regards,Mel
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Later in the evening, Jacko replied back to her email.... **************************************************
Hi Mel,Its really nice to hear from you again! I though you have forgotten about me. hahaha... Wanted to email you but i forgot to ask from you the other day. Must admit that im getting old already, so i could only wait for you to send me an email first. Yup, everything is fine on my side..thks! So hows ur day today? Maybe you can tell me more about yourself? Looking forward for your mail! Byeeee...Jacko
**************************************************
Mel and Jacko email each other almost everyday and this went on for almost half a year. Everyday, they just look forward to check their email! They shared a lot during these few months and realised that they actually share a lot of common interest. Although they have just known each other, but to Mel, Jacko was just like an old friend! Jacko finally asked Mel for her contact number. All along, Jacko wanted to do so but was afraid that Mel might turned him down. But he decided to give it a try and Mel did gave her number to him. Since then, Jacko called and chat with her almost every night. Mel really enjoyed talking to Jacko. One night...

[Jacko]: Hello..
[Mel]: Hello...
[Jacko]: Wat are you doing?
[Mel]: Nothing..just reading magazine and listening to some music in my room. And u?
[Jacko]: Me? Im thinking of you lor...tats y i call you! hahaha
[Mel]: heehee...u sure have a great sense of humour!
[Jacko]: What makes you tink that im joking??
[Mel]: Ermmmm...
[Jacko]: Haha..okie im just joking with you! Hope you dun take it to heart! Btw, are u free this Sat? Shall we meet up?
[Mel]: Hmmmmz... I'm sorry! I have something on this weekend already
[Jacko]: Its okay! Can only blame myself for asking late. Next time i will get a queue number first. So if i really ask you out, will u do so?
[Mel]: Ermm..it shouldnt be a problem! I promise i will meet up with you soon k!
[Jacko]: Oh really? Glad to hear that.
[Mel]: Yah, its a promise!
[Jacko]: Its getting late, i tink u better sleep early. I shall not disturb you any further...
[Mel]: Okie..u have an early nite too! Have a nice wkend! Good nite and sleep tight!
[Jacko]: Good nite, Mel! Sweet dreams to you! Byeee
[Mel]: Byeee

That Saturday, Mel was out at a cafe chatting happily with her friends. She decided to get herself another drink so she went up to the counter and started queuing. In front of her stood a guy with his group of friends. "Mel" shouted one of her friends, get me one drink too! The guy in front of her slowly turned back...

~ To be continued...

Went to see Over The Hedge with dear at The New Cathay.... Cool... The new cinema looks quite big... Only a couple of shops opened nia... Bought our tickets and head back to PS to have our dinner... After dinner, went to Starbucks and meet dear's poly frens... Cant believe they actually been sitting in Starbucks for 3-4 hrs.. Gosh... Chit chat for like one hr... We followed them to have dinner at the foodcourt and we have our desserts... Crap till 9.30pm, we went to watch our movie.. Hehe... This movie very nice... Every character is so cute... Haha... This show is highly recommended by me... Lol... Next cartoon movie I looking forward to watch is Cars... Hehe.. Hope it will be nice... =)

Saw this story in KT, find it very nice, so decided to share it here...

*Already seeked permission from the author*
*Any resemblance to real life incident is purely coincidence*


Original author: RaiNyDrOps from KT

I decided not to do editing (except maybe for emai and other sensitive/security issues :P)l and will just post as what RaiNyDrOps post in KT... And I will post the story part by part... Here it goes...

Part 1 ~~ A New Friend

One late night, in a chat room...

[Dreamy]: Hi there!
[Lost_girl]: Hello
[Dreamy]: Care to chat with me?
[Lost_girl]: Okie
[Dreamy]: Intro of yourself?
[Lost_girl]: 25f/chi/sg and u?
[Dreamy]: 32m/chi/sg
[Lost_girl]: Oh okie
[Dreamy]: Well i hope u dun mind chatting with an old man like me
[Lost_girl]: hmmz dun say tat..u are also not tat old
[Dreamy]: Thks! So are u working or still schooling?
[Lost_girl]: Im working as a clerk and u?
[Dreamy]: Ok for me, I do sales. So wat brings you here tonite?
[Lost_girl]: Ermm i juz kinda bored and looking for nice people to chat with
[Dreamy]: hahaha so have u found any? Better beware..lots of wolves in here to cheat girls like you.
[Lost_girl]: lolx dun worry im old enough to know wat I am doing. Well I guess I found one nice guy and right now he is chatting with me! heehee
[Dreamy]: haha i might be a wolf in sheep clothing too
[Lost_girl]: oh then tats too bad
[Dreamy]: Oh I forget to ask wats ur name?
[Lost_girl]: My name is Mel. And wat about u?
[Dreamy]: Nice name there. My name is Jacko. Really nice knowing u!
[Lost_girl]: Thks! Nice to know u too
[Dreamy]: So never meet ur bf tonite?
[Lost_girl]: Nope im single BUT unavailable
[Dreamy]: HA! Did I hear you right? Y unavailable? Opps sorry! Hope you dun mind me asking
[Lost_girl]: Just wish to be single. Perhaps I maybe happier tat way. Maybe is my past relationship kept on haunting me or should I say I juz lose faith in relationship. All I know for sure is as long as I dun step into one, chances of me getting hurt will be 0%.
[Dreamy]: Mel im sorry to hear that.
[Lost_girl]: Its okay! No worries. And u? still single?
[Dreamy]: Yes im just waiting to meet the right girl. As you know, im of certain age. I got no more youth to waste. haha
[Lost_girl]: Well im sure u will meet the right girl one day! All the best to you!!
[Dreamy]: Thks Mel! Im sure you will find your happiness one day too
[Lost_girl]: Thks Jacko
[Dreamy]: Well sorry I gtg. Care to keep in touch?
[Lost_girl]: Oh ok but how? We exchange email address?
[Dreamy]: Surez my email is xxxxx@hotmail.com
[Lost_girl]: Okie I will email you soon. take care & good nite
[Dreamy]: Ok i be waiting for your mail, take care too & gd nite!

Logging off...

~ To be continued...

Dunno where the hell the pervert get my msn... Idiot... 1st time in my life meet such person.. TA MA DE... Hey you pervert... I dunno where u get my email address... And I dun remember talking to you at all... You better not in any forums that I frequent... Else you will be dead... You want to be famous eh? You want to be male version of Tammy eh? (Erm... No offence to tammy though) Well... Thats ur own bloody business... Fuck off from me... Since you like showing your private to people, why not go Japan? There are tons of chances for you to be a porn star... You can earn good money also.... But then, I think yours too small... cannot make it la... Even go Jurong Bird Park also dun have a place for you to stand... Haha... Think you better go die la... Idiotic pervert...

Nvr expect I will receive so many good comments regarding my new hair cut... Lol.. Quite happy... Hehe... So sweet of lena to sms me just to tell me abt my hair... Haha... But now I start to miss my long hair now... Realize my current hair very frizzy.... Dunno why.. Do treatment liao still like that... Haiz.. Think some hair too short liao...

Sianz... Today got eye infection again... So red in the morning... And super itchy... Dun dare to wear contacts... Wanted to go work de.. But cannot... So took 1/2 day in the morning... Who knows afternoon still red.. Bo bian take mc... Haiz... Think GM not very happy abt it also... And got things crop up in office... Super sianz... 1st time work from home... Haha... Did invoice and send back to hl... He poor thing also... Newcomer.. Not really familar and yet got things happen... Hope tml will get better... Dun wan to get mc again.. Later tio shoot email... Haha...

1st... Happy Birthday to my gf (erm.. dunno whether you still treat me like one or not), zh... Erm... Dun wan to reveal your age la.. I know quite sensitive de.. Haha... Hope you enjoy urself today ya... Take care and hope to see ya soon...

Got an appointment with my stylist, Paul today... Gonna cut hair with my sis... Glad that Paul still remembers me... Went to many stylists before... Paul is the only one that remembers me and also the stylist that I will ask for everytime I go to Francis&Jean...

As usual, we are late for appointment... lol... Anyway, Paul still welcome us with smiles... Paul ask me whether I wan to do treatment... Me dunno also... Still I end up doing treatment and hair cut... Cos I simply cant resist the temptation... Haha... The usual routine... While doing my treatment, Paul helped my sis to cut hair... Then after me done with my treatment, Paul ask me what kind of hairstyle I want to change... He showed me a few mags and let me choose... Boy... Too spoilt for choices... End up I leave the decision to Paul...

I guess this is the longest (time) that I have my hair cut... From long hair (hair length touching the bra line) to a medium length that just touches a little bit of my shoulder... abit bu she de (and abit regret) but then my sis says nice... So I guess shld be ok ba... Haha... Well... A new look for me... Looks fresher now... Couldnt imagine my eyes when Paul did the styling for me... Even his colleagues also amazed by his skills.... Hmmm.. Guess I've found the right stylist for me... Hehe...

My new look( different views taken at different places... Lol...) :

my back view

my right view

my sianz front view look

Nua at home almost half a day at home and wait for dear to come my hse... lazy dear... 12pm+ then go out... By the time we meet at compass pt, already almost 2pm liao... Went to have our lunch at the foodcourt and dear accompany me to buy women's accessories... hehe... After that come back to my hse and continue watching 'I Not Stupid Too' that we watched half the other time... Omg... I cried... Super touching... Hehe... Dear cried also... Still act brave and say his eyes pain.. Lol...

After the show, dear surf net and me bathe and get ready to go out... Everytime me the one late de... Suppose to reach my auntie's hse at 5.30pm... But 5.15pm, we still at home and my auntie called and push us.. Lol... Intend to take cab.. Who knows, she cant wait and offer to fetch us... Hehe... Also good la.. can save the money... Then, she proceed to Serangoon to fetch 6th uncle and his wife plus zhen... The 8 of us (me, dear, shan, yuan, zhen, 6th uncle, wife and auntie) went to watch a concert...

Reached indoor stadium at abt 6pm+, searched quite long for a parking space... Before going in, we bought some things to eat... Gosh... A cheese chicken burger/hotdog burger/ chicken tortilla cost $6 each... Mineral water (not bottled kind, is those that you will get in ndp de) $1.50... Kill pple put fire sia... But bo bian... They are the only one selling food and drinks other than 7-11 with the latter having lesser choice... So me and dear bought one burger and 2 packets of mineral water and share...Went in to the theatre and found our seats... Lucky our seats quite good... While waiting, we went in and out of the theatre to buy more food at the 7-11... 7.30pm show starts...

our entrance tickets...

shan and me

me and dear

We then realize this is not a normal concert... This is like a D&D of a MLM company... Except it is in the form of concert... Gurmit Singh and Kim Ng as host... 1st intro the company (BWL).. followed by some speech by the directors of BWL, then award ceremony to those million-dollar achievers... 1st star that perform is our Singapore Idol, Taufik... Sang a few songs... Not bad though... And I found that he is quite good looking also.. Lol... Nxt, local DJ, Dong Fang Billy... Oy god... his image... I dunno what to say... His voice too bad though... He too sang a few songs.. But I can tell you more than half of the threatre is not paying attention to him... Haha.. Finally... our long waited star... 5566.... They are so shuai sia... When they come out, everyone is screaming... We are too passionate that they cant even hear their own voice... Lol.. Shao Wei so shuai sia... Really mesmerized by him sia... hehe... Last time din really find him cool until I watched another taiwan serial by 183 club... My gosh.. I was like a secondary school girl sia... Screaming and clapping for my idol... haha... Me of cos cant miss... took out my 903 and start to take videos of 5566... Haha... Total 4 clips about more than 30mins of them... Hehe...

Well.. good things will come to an end... When its time to go, I so she bu de sia... *ahmcio*... My uncle brought us to a restuarant eat... Lucky is a light supper... If not I dunno how many crunches I need to do to tone my tummy down.. :P
My 1st time to a concert... though not really a real concert... But at least I've enjoyed.. Hehe... Dear, thank you.. I know you sacrifice your guard duty and accompany me... You are really great... hehe... Love ya...

It was first day of the mid-year exams, therefore i finished school a little earlier, I called him,

:Hey, i finished school earlier today, would you come by and pick me up?
:Alright, give me 5 minutes.
:5 minutes? But my school is just beside your house.
:I need to get ready.
:Alright, make it fast then.

2pm in the afternoon, the sun is extremely hot, I stood under a shaded tree and fan myself.
Although it doesn't make much of a difference, it was better that I fanned.
5 minutes have passed, he's still not shown up, I was a lil' unhappy while looking at my watch.
10 minutes and he's still not here....couldn't be that he was met with an accident?
15 minutes passed, he finally shown up.

:Why are you so late?
He wasn't even a lil' bothered
: Nahz, was watching TV.
:What?! TV?! Why don't you sleep, bathe and eat before you come down then?
I haven't got anything else to say for that, didn't take the helmet he handed me but stood there and stared at him.
:Sorry.

This was the first time he said sorry to me...
He is an egoistical person all along and has never once apologised to a girl.
I looked at him, Alright, took the helmet and let him sent me home.
He is always acting like this, no explanations, no friction, no quarrels.
The only thing he does is to apologise. To me, somethings can't be settled with a sorry.
I would never go on asking after everytime he apologises.
He told me, that was the first time he said sorry to a girl.
Although it take courage to admit mistakes, he never once correct his mistakes.
Saying sorry became a word to shut me up instead.
Tears flowed down my cheek on the 59th time he apologised.
I dropped my head
: you don't ever need to say sorry to me again.If you can never change, then don't let me keep giving you chances again and again hoping and believing that you would change each time.
He held me lightly, and said the 60th sorry.
Even then, he did not change, and there was no explanation whatsoever.
I began to worry if there was something he was keeping from me.

:What's wrong with you these few days?
:Nothing.
:Then why are you acting so strange?
:I am not.
:What can you say other than this answer?
:Do you know I'm very woried, very insecure, do you treat me as your girlfriend?
:I'm sorry...
:I don't want to hear you say sorry again.

I put down the phone and he did not call back.
He doesn't even care about me. Maybe we should....break up.
....this was the 99th time he said sorry...
From that day onwards, I never once called me or went to look for him.
Sometimes I get an anonymous phonecall but everytime I said hello, it was dead, i think it's a call from him, but why don't he speak up?

After one month have passed, I couldn't contain the feelings I still have for him anymore and went to his school to find him.
I went outside his classroom and looked around, but there was no sign of him.
:excuse me, is XOXO here today?
:I'm afraid he already stopped schooling.
:Huh? Why? When was that?
:He hasn't been in school for a month already.
:Oh erms...thanks.

One month....not in school for one month...why is that so? I stumbled home.
Called his hp...
:Sorry the caller is currently unavailable, please leave your message after the tone....
I put down the phone, and called his house next, but there was no answer.
How can it be? The whole family migrated?
It seems as though he has already disappeared from the face on the earth leaving not even a single trace.
I couldn't find him....just as I was feeling distraughted, the phone suddenly sounded, it was my friend.
He was one of his brothers and also my good friend.
:Hey, what have you been doing? XOXO is in hospital.
:REALLY? WHAT HAPPENED?
:Oh he is in ZZ hospital, the one you stayed in last time.
:I'll be right there.

I used the fastest speed my legs could carry and when I reached the hospital I saw that his parents were already there.
I asked them for the room number and flew across the hall.
He was lying on bed, looking at me, not saying a word, not moving a muscle,
:Hey, what happened to you? Why didn't you contact me?
He did not answer, and used the same stare on me again.
:Come on answer me...why don't you speak?
A tear flowed down the side of his eye, and it looked as though he used the greatest amount of strength that he could master to say...
:I'm...sorry...
After that, his eyes went shut.
:Hey, don't fool around alright...why say sorry to me?
:Don't say sorry to me....please wake up....answer me please.
I wept and fell down on the side of his bed, pulling his shirt I cried out..
:Why do you have to apologise? Why don't you give me an explanation instead?
:I won't forgive you, wake up, saying sorry is no use...
:If you don't wake up I'll never ever forgive you in this lifetime, please I beg of you..open your eyes.....

That was the 100th sorry...
A group of medical staff, doctors, nurses pulled me away and tried to revive him. I had no strength to stand up...
My mind was a blank.... my eyes could only see a sea of black.
He did not leave this world...I merely lost the chance to touch him anymore.
But he would appear in my dreams sometimes, telling me how he was doing.
He's still accompaning me, still alive, in my heart.
would still laugh at my silliness, and call me his darling....just that...he never apologise to me anymore.

After a month, his mom came to look for me, and gave me a box...inside was
a 100 photographs, everyone had a story behind them..the reasons why he made me angry.
The first time, my dear, I did not purposely arrive late to pick you up.
I know this excuse is really lame, but I didn't have the heart to tell you the truth then,
before I stepped out of the house, I felt a pain in my chest, but I still made it a point to meet you, please forgive me?
The second time, my dear, I...
The third time, my dear, I...
The 100th time, my dear, I didn't mean to leave you alone in this world,
It had to be so because God did not give me the chance to say I Love You for this lifetime of mine, and to put the ring on your finger....
You are the first girl I apologised to.
And also the first girl I want to be with for the rest of my life...
Forgive me for not able to bring you happiness but I have thus become your angel, always looking out for you...
Looking at you while you find your happiness...promise me...don't shed a tear...
I don't want to see you weep like this for me, I Love You ~XOXO

How can I not cry? What you said was just too impossible.
The last photograph was of him in the hospital,
Although he was skinny, the smile on his face was bright as ever.
His face was white and yet he tried his best to give his last smile on the last photo, the 100th.
At the time when he needed me the most, I wasn't with him.
:I'm sorry.
I held the photo tightly and cried for us.....

Recently alot of pple in KT tio banned...Quite upset to see such thing happen... It seems that everyone is taking online forums too seriously liao... I mean why not just follow the forum rules and let the forum be peaceful... Be it admin, mod or just members, I think everyone has right and wrong de... Dun wan to talk abt it la... Later I tio banned... haha...

Went to see Bewitching Attraction with dear today... *ahem*.... yes it is rated R21... hehe... its so good to be above 21 years old.. Got progress package, can see R21 movie and can go casino (hope my chance will come soon)... Lol... Wanted to watch at The Cathay Cinema de... But timing very rush.. So we went to see at Cineleisure...

Dont wanna talk so much la... The point I wan to convey is: This show sucks!!! This is the most stupid movie that I ever seen... Me and dear totally dun understand at all... We are conned by the advertisement slogan... "The Most Revealing Sex Comedy"... Pui!!! Yes... It is revealing... And yes its regarding sex... BUT no storyline and its NOT funny at all.... Stupid show!!! Lucky we din watch on weekends... If not really waste money sia... I think everyone who watched this movie will have the same sentiments as me... We thot it will be a nice one cos the theatre is fully seated.... We were wrong!!! Lesson learnt: Always check for reviews for movies... If no reviews abt the movie... Wait for vcd/dvd to come out... At least wont waste money!!! Bloody hell... So, pple DON'T watch this movie... Unless you enjoy the talking scene... =.=

Return back from camping and the four of us came back to my hse and rest awhile... Everyone was shag... While waiting for my mum to buy breakfast for us, we played card game again... Lol.. Think we are addicted to the new maths game liao... Haha.. But me always cannot catch it.. Always the one who keep losing.. Lol...

After our breakfast, dear, ah le and jj went back and rest.. Me too after sending them down went to sleep.. Slept for 3hrs.. Woke up at abt 1.30pm... Faster get changed and prepare to go out again...

Met dear they all at orchard... Then we slowly walked and walked... Dunno why... we dun really have much energy also... Probably bcos we are too tired also.... Had our lunch at Ramen Ten FEP... And we bring jj to Isetan Lido... She saw lot of foods that is not available in Malaysia... Me and my dear keep trying the food samples there... Lol... Next destination, Takashimaya... We st down and have our food bought in Isetan.. Rest a while and off we go to the Bags & Shoes Bazzar' at Taka... Woohoo... alot of bags and shoes at affordable price... JJ dun looks interested... Just merely walked and browswe thru... Me on the other hand... Very enthu... Haha... Wanted to bring JJ shopping de... End up I bought more things than her today.. Hehe.... Bought 2 pairs of shoes consecutively... *ahmcio*

From orchard, we walked to somerset and walk again.. By this time, we were all very tired.. We stopped at Starbucks and rest our feet plus also ordered some drinks... Actually wanted to go KBOX de... But JJ too tired to go on and like started to get moody le... So we head for my dear's home... Removed my make up and here I am blogging away... The night is still young sia... Dunno can do wat sia.. Lol...

12 May 2006, Friday
Happy Vesak Day!!!

Been busy the past few days... preparing things/food for the bbq-cum-camping with dear, ah le and his gf(jj)... This is the first time jj comes to Singapore... So me and my dear going to be their tour guide for the next two days..

1st brought them to bugis... No need to say, ah le already quite familar le... Haha... Brought them to eat Billy's Bombers for lunch... This is the 1st time dear and me eat also.. Serving is enormous big.. Haha... We ordered two set meals and each couple share one... After lunch, bring them walk ard bugis junction... Along the way... jj started to buy things liao... Lol... Then we proceed to bugis village and jj started to buy more things... Haha... Poor ah le... After shopping, we head to my home and start to prepare a little and we go off to Pasir Ris Beach...

Walked quite a distance when we alight the cab...Everyone's hands are full... And we walked real slow... Lol.. Found our pit and we tried to settle down as fast as we can... Dear and ah le pitch the tent, jj trying to start the fire and me packing the food... Things dun really go our way... We couldnt start the fire... We struggle for quite a long time and finally... Guan Fei join us after his work and drive out to help us buy extra charcoal, starter, tongs, etc...

We finally started cooking at abt 8pm+... 1st few times our food got burnt as no experience and wasted quite a few chicken wings.. Haha... After we got the hang of it... we enjoyed bbq-ing also... We finished cooking every food... and we sit down and play card games... Guan Fei is my advisor... We played Big Two and we keep winning and escape from eating the leftover food... Haha... JJ is the big loser and she most of the food and the bee hoon my mum cooked... I think if i played myself... I will be the one eating... Lol...

Wanted to slp but there are lot of mosquitoes... Poor me... Again got bitten the most and my leg is swollen from all the bites... Haiz... So itchy sia... Couldnt sleep at all.. End up playing cards again... Abt 3am+, all of us couldnt take it anymore and went to sleep...

To be continued...

Something to share... Found this quite encouraging when checking my mail...

Once upon a time, there was a bunch of tiny frogs who aranged a running competition. The goal was to reach the top of a very high tower. A big crowd had gathered around the tower to see the race, and to cheer on the contestants.

The race began... Honestly, no one in the crowd believe that the tiny frogs would reach the top of the tower. Statements such as "Oh, way too difficult!" "They will never make it to the top" or "Not a chance that they will succeed. The tower is too high!"

The tiny frogs began collapsing... One by one... Except for those, who are in a fresh tempo, were climbing higher and higher. The crowd continued to yell "It is too difficult! No one will make it!" More tuny frogs got tired and gave up. But one continue higher and higher and higher. This one wouldn't give up!

At the end, everyone else had given up climbing the tower. Exceot for the one tiny frog who, after a big effort, was the only one who reached the top. Then, all of the other tiny frogs naturally wanted to know how this frog managed to do it. A contestant asked the tiny frog how he had found the strength to suceed and reach the goal.... And it turned out that the winner was deaf!!!

Wisdom of the story: Never listen to other people's tendencies to be negative or pessimistic... Because they take your most wonderful dreams and wishes (the ones you have in your heart) away from you... Always think of the power words have. Everything you heard /read will somehow affect your actions/decisions... Therefore, always be positive... Be deaf to people when people tell you that you cannot fulfill your dreams... Tell yourself: I can do it!!!

Wanted to sleep late at dear's hse... But dear woke me up at 10.30am le... Humph... Still ask me not to wake up so early...

Nua a while and had our breakfast dear's mum bought for us... Rest a while and went out liao... Hope dear's mum wont hate me sia... Went yishun to help his fren buy hp... Had our lunch at my favourite.. MacDonalds... Then, took bus to compass pt... Me bought my contact lens soln and my hammies' bedding..

When reached my home... Dear surf net a while and slept on my bed liao... Think dear must be really very tired... He slept very soundly... While dear is sleeping, I upload my photos into friendster... Stupid frienster... Tried many times before my photos can be uploaded and my captions saved... Idiot... Waste so much time... Took a quick shower, put on mild makeup and wake my dear up liao... Settled down a bit and we set off to the chalet my aunties and my mum organised... My aunties and mum already started bbq-ing when we reached there... Saw a few of my relatives also... Greeted them and we sit down and eat... After eating, we took over the bbq-ing... So hot sia... Shldnt have bathe before that... Was sweating and can feel my contact lens going to melt liao... Haha...

My dear kenna "bullied" by my aunties... Lol.. they ask him to peel off the prawns' skin for me... Haha... poor dear.. Ysday he helped me peel prawns skin also... Lol... Thank you dear... You so good leh... I know you nvr do that at home de... Hehe... No guys helped me do that before also... =D Thank you leh... *muacks*

Arrgghhh.... I hate Sundays... Sunday means I have to work next day... Sianz... Tml have to work again... Dread going to work now... Hoping for the day for me to quit to come...

Dear... another mth has passed le... Happy 27 mth anniversary... Glad we are still together... Glad that you are still by my side supporting me... Glad that you have not given up on me though I tried to give u up few mths ago... Thank you... Dun wanna say the same old things again... Thank you dear... =)

Today also voting day... This is my 1st time to vote... Wanted to go early de... But too tired le... Slept at 3am last night... Dark circles and eye bags can be seen on my eyes now... Super ugly... Concealer also cannot cover liao... Sianz... Anyway go with my parents and the mcp to the voting place at abt 10am plus... After finish voting... I went home and sleep again... Got a miss call from dear... As he just finished his guard duty... Too shag to ans the call and continue my sleep...

Woke up at 1pm... Prepare myself and went to meet my dear... Took a ride in mum's cab, send her to downtown east then I proceed to paya lebar mrt to meet dear... As me took cab... So I reached there earlier... To keep myself occupied, I decided to shop myself 1st... Saw a shopping center called "Singapore Post Center Shopping Mall"... Glanced thru the signboard and saw my favourite place "This Fashion".... haha... Of cos i wont give it a miss man... The moment I stepped in... I wowed... It is so big... Lol... Shopped for a while and my dear reached liao... Hehe... Went for our lunch and continue my shopping at This Fashion... haha... Spent $110.70 in This Fashion alone... Haha.. Bought 1 demin dress, 2 skirts, 2 tops, 1 jacket and 1 tube.. lol.. So happy sia....

With my 2 bags of clothes, we then took bus to Parkway Parade... Din really buy anything at PP cos I spent too much liao... Only bought one box of cheese crackers... Finish shopping at PP, we went to Tampines and took our neo print... Hehe... Think we can pose quite well now... Lol.. Experienced le ma... Hehe... Nxt destination is east coast park... Abit stupid la.. to go back PP again... Well... dear brought me to "Hawalian BBQ"... This place was recommended by his camp mate... The way dear describe really romantic... But reach there is different... Haha... Ok la.. still romantic la... Except we cannnot sit by the beach nia... BBQ buffet for each person only $19.90... Cooked bbq food was served to us and free flow of pineapple iced tea... Overall not bad la... best is the pineapple iced tea... Hehe... Total bill $50++ cos got 10% service charge and 1% cess... Quite enjoyed though... =)... Finally, took cab back to dear's home and spent the night there...

Super busy today... Covering my colleague's work as she on leave... Think I spent half of my working time at her desk.. Sending and replying emails... Shag sia... Still dont think I have done a good job... lol... Hope nth will happen... Keeping my fingers crossed...

Meet my mum and sis at bugis after work at abt 7.30pm... Had our dinner at long john... and I only ate a shrimp potato salad... Thought not very full... Still ok la... Dun have much appetite also... Then we went to OG to shop for my mum's D&D clothes... Before that, my sis went to buy contact lens... Hahaha.. the optical shop uncle tot we are still students... and charge us cheaper... Lol... The assistant tot that I am in poly nia... Well... In order to get the contact lens at a cheaper price, I go along with her, telling her I am in my 3rd year... Lol... She got the envy looks on her... Haha... Well... after that, we rush to OG.... Everything was in a rush... Chop chop buy and chop chop go liao...

My mum bought a iron board... I tot might as well take cab home... But the taxi stand so many pple... So we decided to walk further down and see if we got any chance.... Who knows... along the way, no cabs available... All either on call or hired.... tmd... Dunno why I feel so pek chek that I lead the way and we walked quite a distance... Guess wat... When I saw a taxi stand, I realize we have walked all the way from Bugis Junction to Parklane (Beside Selegie Complex), which is considered at Douby Ghaut... Can you believe it... We actually walked so long a distance carrying the iron board in hand... Gosh... I nvr expect I actually walked so far... Haha... And nvr expect got money also difficult to hail cab... TMD... On the way back, traffic jam... Dunno what shit I stepped on today...

K lah... enough of my rantings... Going to watch my Ming Dao show liao... Will update again...

Had our Kessan cum welcome dinner at Angus Steak House today... Before that we had our dept meeting for almost 2hrs... from 3.30pm to 5.15pm... GM talk and talk... I almost fall aslp sia... Haha...

Looking at the description alone already keeps my mouth watering le... haha...

http://www.food-entertainment.com.sg/company/?companyId=36187

Not really a beef lover, I got my reserves abt having steak... Normally steaks are hard and we need some effort to cut the meat... Well well... Today let me have another view of having steak... The steak served at Angus is so tender that it sort of melts in my mouth after one or two bites... Yummy... Nvr in my life, feel that steak can be so nice... Haha... The dessert is nice also... Angus's speciality, Tiramisu... This really melts in my mouth... Overall, the dinner was a nice one... Very filling... Hehe... Hope I got the chance to eat again... Lol...

Thanks to pple who visit my blog... Saw the counter exceed 1000 liao... hehe... Arigatoo....Quite pleased to know that my blog has readers... If possible, please drop a note/comment in the tagboard, so that I know who my "readers" are... Lol...

Stupid NAV... Make my PC damn slow... Blog alot abt my weekend a few minutes ago... Then dunno why, my IE got closed and now I have to re-blog again... sickening....

29 April, 2006

Happy belated 21st birthday my dear junior... Welcome to the adult world... Haha... Paiseh, forgot to wish you on the actual day... You wont mind right... Hehe... Dun wanna repeat the same things that I wish you on sms again la... Stay happy always... Take care...

3 of us went out as usual... Wanted to bring ah le to parkway de... But last min change of plan... So end up going to orchard again... Had our lunch at fep... Eat curry chicken as usual... Walked around and we help ah le hunt for his proposal ring... After my dear bought his psp, we continue looking for rings that is within ah le's budget... After much consideration, he decided to buy at Taka Jewellery... When I see the rings, my eyes sparkle.... Haha... I helped ah le to be his model... When I tried the rings... Woohoo... Finally, ah bought a 0.43carat diamond ring... Almost half a carat sia... Dear I also want... Mine only 0.3 carat nia leh... I want bigger one... Hehe...

Bought 3 bags at Minitoons for $15 nia... Wahaha... My auntie behavior... Recieved a sms from Minitoons informing me of the promotion... Well... Of cos I wont give it a miss la... Lol... Bought 3 bags of the similar design but different colors... Yippee... now my dear and me got another couple thing liao... Kaka... Reached dear's home and start to pack our bag to prepare ourselves for the trip the next day..

30 April - 02 May, 2006

Woke up at 6am after receving call from ah le... Took cab to ah le's work place... Stupid taxi driver... Drive so slow.... Lucky he is changing shift liao... We changed into another cab and off we go to Woodlands Checkpoint... This is the 1st time we went in to msia with ah le... We keep rushing hope we can take the earliest bus.... But... things just dun go our way... Human jam at the customs...

By the time we reached Larkin, its abt 12noon liao... While waiting for ah le's dad to fetch us, we rest ourselves at MaryBrown... I liked the swing there.. Hehe.. Looks so relaxing... Hehe... Ah le bring us to his mum's workplace and I bought a big packet of 3-in-1 coffee for my mum... Ah le's dad arrived and drive us his home @ Batu Pahat...

Spent the 3 days shopping and eating ... Mostly in the Summit... Dunno why I dun feel really excited this time... Bought quite a few things though... 4 tops, 1 skirt, 1 bag, 3 pairs of earrings (2 for my sis), foundation, body mist, 3 eeyores (big, medium and small sized) and 1 piglet (for my sis)....

hippo-look-alike eeyore going to sch

sideview

another baby eeyore

eeyore with butterfly

End up not enough money to spend and have to borrow from ah le and guan fei... Humph... All my dear's fault... ask me changed so little... Really hate to borrow from pple.... Like owning them a ren qing like that...

Probably shop too much and think too much le... Me feeling so restless... So afraid that the customs will cut open my eeyores to check for drugs... Lucky my eeyores are safe... If not I sure go berserk de... Sianz... tml have to work liao... After resting for so long, really dun feel like working sia... If not for closing and the Kessan dinner, I think I wont go work tml.... Haiz... Waiting for tendering time... Wonder how long I can still survive...