I knew it... Finally my body couldnt take it le... I am down with cough and flu with lots and lots of phlegm... My throat so itchy... Want to cough in office but scare disturb other colleagues... And my nose blocked til whateva I eat, everything is tasteless... Sianz... Hope I can recover by thursday so that I can eat dinner and dim sum happiliy on friday and saturday...

The weather so bad today... Sometimes rain sometimes sunny like hell... And everytime in and out of air-con room... Wont fall sick is a miracle le... Haha... Eh... Abit too exaggerated la... Probably is my own weak body... But strange la... Seems like I sure fall sick every month de... Hmm... Anyway I think I better stop talking how "sick" I am... Later someone say I gain sympathy from pple nia... Lol...

Somehow someway... I think I have changed... Changed for the better or not... Well.. this is for pple to judge liao... In the past, when biased-ism or favouritism is shown in my hse... I will be super upset and brood abt it for a few days... Yes... You may call it jealousy of me... Now... I dont give a damn anymore... Cos in my heart... the so called family-bonds are broken... Whether I am cared or not.. It doesnt matter to me anymore... Living together also holds no more meaning le... My top priority now is to earn/save as much money as I can... Once I am capable of supporting myself... I will say bye bye to this home...

To my frens who cared abt me... Dont worry... I am not in depression now... I only pen down my feelings... Thats how I feel... Me now trying hard to overcome my depression... I think it is getting better le... (I think la... haha... )

"n Liƒë, wë mAy ëncøuntër many dëƒëats... but nëvër ët øursëvës bë dëƒëatëd..." This is my nick in msn... and this is quoted from qi's blog... this is what qi used to encourage me... Thanks qi.. I will always remember this quote de... Another one that qi used to encourge me is abt being optimistic... "A little bird in the sky... U look up & it shits in your eye.U don't mind & U don't cry.U just thank GOD that elephants don't fly!"