Till now... I realize there are alot of regrets in my life... *edited* ... Regret staying in this idiotic family where there is no warmth, no love... Regret not moving out to stay on my own... Regret trying to accomodate my family... And I am so stupid, thinking there is there a chance for us to reunite... Regret not ending my life and leave this stupid world... Regret agreeing to decision so hastely... I should have consider and reconsider it again and again... Afterall, it was such an impt decision... Now can I still reject? I doubt so... Too many regrets to count... I know I should just move on and get a life... I should get over those regrets... But sometimes said is easier than done... Certain things, when you have made a decision, its hard to turn back... If you did not think carefully, the regret will always be in your heart....

29 March, 2006:*edited*»»»I decided to masked away what I have blog yesterday... Sorry if I have hurt you in my words...