Maybe I am not suitable to be in a r/s afterall... What is love? What is feelings? Seriously, I dunno... Why am I in a r/s? I also dunno... Yes, you are right... I dont care abt your feelings... I only care about myself... Maybe we shouldnt be together in the 1st place... Maybe I am not suitable for you... Maybe you will find someone better than me... someone whom can understand and take your feelings into consideration... Maybe I dun deserve a good guy like you... I dunno who changed... Maybe is me.... Maybe I am sick of being in a r/s... Maybe I yearned for my freedom... Maybe this is my real self... To give up or not... I dunno... Do I stay on bcos the feelings is still there or bcos I am so used to the attached life? I really dunno...