Stupid... My gastric back again... Sickening... And this time round more jialat le... Why choose this time to come back sia? Already so frustrated liao... Still have to handle this old problem... Arrggh... Guess have to ask for gastric medicine from the doctor liao...

Been in a very confused state recently... So confused that I cant concentrate at work... So confused that I am restless almost everyday... Haiz... So tired that I told zh that I dun even feel like waking up everyday... How I wish I can sleep thru like that... So confused that even though I say I dun wan to meet/talk to him... And even suspect that my feelings for him is gone... But I dreamt of him last night... In the dream, we are very happy... Seems like we are in a wonderland... With clouds and birds... Its too good to be true... Maybe like what voy says... I am missing the good times... And probably, I still have some feelings ba... Haiz... still... I am confused... I guess I still need a little more time to think...

I wanna say thank you to zh, kor, xdd and voy... Thanks for giving me some advices... Though I still cannot get a definite ans for the qn I asked.... Still... Thank you for being there to "listen" to me... I will try to sort out my thoughts asap de... So that there will be less hurt... Really thank you... *big hugz to zh, kor,xdd and voy*