Falling into another depression again.. Its been sometime since I last fall into depression... I knew it was depression... Cos I cried... And I cried for no reasons at all.... My tear just flow out so naturally... And my heart hurt so naturally... Sometimes I really hate myself for sufferring from depression... I really hate it... Why me? I hate this feeling... Everything just dun seems right to me... I am so frustrated with everything... I hate it when I am being ignored by people... I hate it when I stay at home or my dear's home all day without doing anything... All I can do is play his mini, watch tv or slp... If ask me to lead this kind of life... I rather die... Probably I am a saggi... That's why I dun like to stay home... And becos I am a saggi... Nth seems to interest me for long... Kinda sick of myself... I really dunno how long I can still tahan myself... Nobody's at fault... Its just me...