Think I am facing my mid-life crisis even though I am only 21... Haiz... And think I am going to be be in another depression soon... I am lost... I dunno what I really want in life... I dunno what I want to achieve at work... And the worst thing is I am not sure whether I am still interested in the things that I used to be interested in... Where will my life path be? What will I become in my career for the next 5 years or even 10 years? So many questions in my head...

Me now totally dun have the heart to do anything at all... Nothing seems to interest me anymore... Even my favourite eeyore... I dont really feel happy when I see stuffs about eeyore le... Why I am like that now? Can someone please tell me? I dont wan to job hop and yet I dont want to stay in a company for too long... So what should I do? I dont want to achieve nothing 5-10 years down the road... I want at least be somebody or at least have some achievements that I can be proud of... But what I can do? Where should I start to discover my inner me? How can I have my confidence? How do I be confident? Can someone please teach me?

Haiz....Too many questions le... Maybe I am too paranoid about the future le... Maybe I should take things slowly... But taking too slowly, I will be left behind... Maybe going back to study is another choice for me... Then again, another question... I dont even know what I am interested at, so what can I study? I dont want waste another 3-4years studying something that I am not interested in again... Maybe... Maybe... Maybe...

ps: my dear gf... please take care of yourself ok... drink more water worz... hope you are feeling better now... and to all people who fall sick le... please take care of yourselves as well... the weather is getting bad le... take care my frens...