12.26am now... I am super tired... But... I just cant sleep... Why??? My eyes so heavy... What am I thinking? Seems to have many many things in my head... The past... Now... And the future... Keep hoping that time can really pass very fast... Best is I got amnesia... Like that I can forget about the sad things that happened to me... Though some things are already long long ago... still... I can remember bits and pieces of it... It's not that I have not get over them... Those memories just re-appeared in my mind... Maybe some part of me subconsciously is still living in the past ba... Will they ever walk out and advanced to the future??? I dunno...

4 more days to my dear and me 2 years le... Did I mentioned before in my previous post? I think I did... Anyway... 4 more days... No... Think should be 3 more days ba... And the worst is my dear's present is out of stock... Tml closing period... Dunno what time I will finish also... So scare no time to buy sia... If really cannot find... Think I choose another gift le... Also got v-day... Though this day is nth special (V-day can be anyday as long a couple is happy)... I still hope can get a nice gift for my dear... Hmmm... Maybe can get him a very sexy t-string that only covers... Wahaha... Later his mum faint first sia... Lol... Eh... better dun leak too much things here... Else my dear can guess my present for him le... Dear... I not stupid hor... Wahaha... Better catch some sleep sia... If not, I really look more and more like a living corpse liao... ~tata~