Nth to do... been surfing the net and forum whole day from the moment i woke up... wanted to clear unwanted stuff from my wardrobe... but dun have the mood to do so... clear liao also cannot start painting... abit sianz... so come here blog... Alot of things in mind... very messy... Plan to take leave tml de so that i can have long weekends... but things just dont go my way... Haiz... There are things to be done in office and have to face the music on wed... haiz... my dear keep telling me not to think about it.... but i have no control lorz... scared, nervous,panick... dunno wat will happen after wed sia... really hope time can pass slowly... to make matters worse... my left eyelid still keep twitching... continously for many days liao... hope this is just the signs of me not enough slp... arrgghh... feeling so terrible inside... y like tt sia??? hate this feeling... nvr feel like tt before... how i wish i....