Recently super duper suay... so use red color for my post... hope i will heng heng... haha... lame me... Haiz... dunno why... Starting of the year already bad things happen liao... Can't imagine what more things will happen for the next 11 mths... Haiz... So many things to bother and worry about... Wanted to try to be optimistic also cannot... Maybe i dun have alot of determination ba... Already feel life sucks in the beginning year liao... Haiz... Feel like blogging all my thoughts... But dunno where and how to start... All i know is i very unlucky... Left eyelid keep twitching for the past few days... So worried that more bad things will happen and the trouble in hand will be worse... Went to Si Ma Lu Temple pray today... Hope everything will be fine for me sia... Maybe i got too much sins in the past liao... So now is payback time ba... Ya... I know i think too much already... Keep forgetting that one of my new year resolutions is to be optimistic... I will try to... But sometimes things just go haywire...