Today is the day... Went for the so-called interview... Never did i expect it would be so long.. 3hrs... 10am to 1pm... totally missed my lunch... and 3 pages of statement being taken down... a scary experience i would say...I thought i can handle this interview smoothly... But I was wrong... everything was my fault... i have no other ways to defend myself... bo bian.. what can i do or say to convince the officer that all these are just mis-communication... nth but to accept that is my fault... yes.... i am at fault... cos of my negligence... i blame no one... but myself... haiz... this yr definitely a unlucky year for me...

maybe i would jus endure another few more mths until my dear ord... after tt... maybe i would quit and find another job... like my dear says... this job is scary... cos i nvr know when things will happen unexpectedly... and being always so blur... me too think that this job is not for me... maybe its time for me to start my job hunting... but on the other hand... if i just quit becos of this... this will show how irresponsible i am... and i am not able to take this kind of prob... den how can i learn? haiz... really in a dilemna... really confused and stress now...

hope everything will be fine in the end... hope nth happen to me or my company... hope i can really get out of this mess... hope the horoscope predictions at bugis is true... people... please pray for me...