Happy Chinese New Year everyone!!! The Dog year has arrived... 恭喜恭喜... 万事如意 and many happy returns... Wishing all pple good health, good wealth and good luck all year round... Hmmm.. sounds a bit 俗气 hor.. But... Think most pple would want all these de.. Lol...

Seems that the cny is getting more and more boring year after year...Too routine le...Does anyone share the same feeling as me??? 1st day go visit granny's hse... "smile" and "get in touch" with relatives/cousins... Collect angbao... Go my Da Bo's hse sit sit a while... Follow by go to my grandma's hse... And everything repeats again... So boring isn't it... Kinda sick of it eh... And the thing is my dear not in Singapore somemore... Haiz... Feel so lonely... Dear... Wonder y the r/s between my cousins and me is like rifting more and more apart leh... Like there is no more common topics between us liao... Still remember when we are still young... We have a lot of things to say... Now... Only a "Hi... Wat ya doing now? How are you?"... And some relatives only see like at most twice a year (during cny and granny/grandma's birthday)... Though I know I've changed alot (in terms of looks and character) during the years.... Still... some relatives totally cant recognise me at all... Not as if i go do plastic surgery to change my whold face right? Anyway... what I wanna say is that cny is the same every year... One word.. Sianz...

The only thing that I am happy about is the ang bao... Wahaha.. realistic right.... Bo bian.. This is life... Somemore money, to me now, is very very impt... Without it... I cannot fulfil my dreams... Without it... I will die... Lol... Talking about money... Seems like this year the ang bao money like shrinks sia... Last year still have at least 300... This year only 220+ nia.... Hopefully after adding the remaining ang baos, the amount would be at least a better figure... Haha...

Dear... you know most of my relatives ask about you leh... All ask why you din come sia... The sad thing is when I say you went to m'sia 拜年... Their face sort of changed... Haiz... I know this is a normal reaction... Still... I cant help it but feel a bit sad... Why people have to use this kind of "look down" look on msia? Though me myself also dun like msia and some msians... But I din look down lorz... Haiz... Even my own family also like that... No matter how many times that I tried to explain... They still think.. You are a msian... Yes... I do admit I have that feeling at times... Cos no matter what... your roots are in msia... Lucky love has no boundaries... When love struck... There's nth you can do to stop you from loving right... Hehe... Oh ya.. Dear... You must take care of yourself ok...Try to drink more water.. Dont fall sick ok... I love you.... Going back to my grandma hse again liao.... Bye bYe..